billthebutcher

In the big scheme of things, does it really matter? Am I making a big enough contribution for society to care or notice? Sure, there would be they few 10-12 people who would be genuinly sad and feel like theyve lost somthing, but how long would it take for them to get over it and smile again? a few days, a few weeks? Life would...
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im sick of masterbation. i still do that shit, but i would much rather be with someone else. i went so long without having to look for other people to have sex with because we were so happy together. since i never had to "play the field" so I have no clue on what the fuck im doing. i spent so long not considering other...
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prozac nation is supposed to come out today, but who knows. i read in a interview that christina ricci was talking to some guy ina bar and mentioned that she just finished a movie based on the book prozac nation. He replied that he doesnt read books. Ricci said that from then the conversation was over, and this guy was an idiot. i sat there...
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my dream- she talked on the phone, and i could hear the pain in her voice. I asked what was the matter, and she said that she wanted to talked about it. i stroked her hair and watched her eyes water. the whole time i was thinking of her saying that she didnt want me anymore, about the time i asked if her decision was...
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theres a chance that i will be going home for a couple days on august. my plan is to fly home with my man thats coming for a visit, then drive home with my other dude who is driving to LA. hope the plans work out, im ready to get home for a few. nahmean? i hope that i can see someone at home that...
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another day too long to be here. i wish today i didnt feel like i just want to go home and get out of los angeles. i am not having fun here right now, and im not getting anything accomplished working for free 12 hours a day. i can work for free in ohio. and people tell me, its all for the music. well yiu...
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this mornings dream was not the usual. as i watched a music video of two unidentified pop stars, one was thin and hot, the other thick and hotter. I watched the hotter girl dance and kept seeing her tittie pop out a little. i reached into the tv and was amazed that i could touch this woman. i remembered what it was like to feel...
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i got my picture taken today, but i guess i did a bad job and im not good at that. my dreams this morning were filled with stuff worth of writing down, but you know when you lay in bed and think about how you should right this down, cuz this is some good shit, but you think that theres no way youll forget it...
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I went to sleep at 730am this morning and back up at 1130 to meet some people for breakfast. we went to hamlets hambergurs or some shit. this was the first time i actually went out and did something all night since ive moved here. we really didnt do shit, just went to a bar and someones house and dennys. but shit, it was cool...
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this morning i woke up and wrote my dream as usual. I saw her at a bookstore or something and walked by, wanting her to see me, but pretending i didnt see her. Out the door. I sat for a few min utes, then decided to go back and talk to her, but when i opened the door again she was coming out of it....
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