billthebutcher

she has moved away. i know i have already left, but somewhere in the back of my mind i was hoping or dreaming that she would someday realize that she had made a mistake and would come back. but she is gone. she has a new life, and it shouldnt matter to me what happens to her now, or what she is doing, or with whom. but it does. i cannot stop wishing that things were different, and that we didnt break apart. this is just another realization that she is gone for good. i wonder how many of these realizitions is it gonn atke for it to sink in once and for all, because it hasnt happenend yet.

-Good Will Cutting