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billenium

Southampton, now Troy

Member Since 2004

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Monday Dec 06, 2004

Dec 6, 2004
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Doo dee doo dee do do do do! Nobody cares where the billenium is! Doo dee do do do! And really, why should they?

Fuck it, Im miserable and proud of it, I own this shit! I am a miserable fucker adn to hell with anyone who wants to judge that. Fuck this, fuck that, can you tell Im upset? If you can good for you, you can read, if you cant congradulations you win insensitive bastard of the year and earn $100,000,000 for your efforts because thats how the world works, do something good and get shit on, do somethign bad and you get the golden key to the world and every one loves you. Fuck gold fuck diamonds, fuck everything good and beautiful. Give me the shit and pain and hell and Ill turn into my fucking life adn then Ill laugh at it all. Did you forget what i told you in high school fuckers? Enjoy it now, take the ride, laugh while you can. Cuz I'll be back and on top and Ill take it all from you and make you pay for the privalege of kissing my Ass to have th escraps I leave in my wake. Im genetically engeneered to be a worst case senerio, you dont see me but to glare at me for fuckign up your night by not having the movie you want. You dont look at me but to laugh at my clothes or pick on my weight, you dont hear waht I say your too busy wondering why I havent gone away, fuck you fuck this Im still in your face the only ting Im missing is a slap to deliver until you realize Im here Im here to stay with a rage and a fury that will never leave its finally gotten to the point where Ill say it I hate the world for the state Im in and all you fuckers who never gave a shit about me and how I felt. Im lonely, Im tired, im poor and Im fat, I wear glasses and Im balding and My dicks too short and My hands are too daiinty and to all of this I say fuck you Ill still here Im still pushign this shit to the ends the edges of what I should be doing and saying adn feeling. Fuck Steve I wont drink fuck Work I wont go Fuck all of you who read this and feel sorry but dont right me to say I should be happy. Fuck it all till it crys and begs me to stop I wont i shouldnt because Im too fucking horny. Im lost and Im tired and so fucking angry Im ranting and raving because nothing ever happens. Who cares who'll stop me? Nobody as usual. Because nobody sees me or hears me or gives a shit, but Ill still scream in the face of you all till Im horse and my tounge is dry and thick and my ears ring from the sound of my own voice while you try to enjoy your life with me in it. For your sake I should leave and become a hermit, but fuck you my man Im not going to do it! I'll stay here and howl as long as Im able because you still wish I was gone and invisable. I hate this shit. Im tired of it, whats my fucking mood? Fuck Depressed, at least if I rage Ill get out of bed!
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disastermagnet:
Heh. Well, long story short, work is unfuckingbelievably hard to find out here (just like the rest of the country), and all I have right now is this thing that only gives me 2 days of work once or twice a month. And I thought I got terminated when in reality I've just been cut back...it's a long story. Suffice it to say that after that phone conversation I was thinking "Yeah, sure enough I'm out of money and I lost the only meager employment I was able to find in the 10 months I've been out here. This is pretty much what I figured things would be like right now." So, no...not totally ruined yet...but I'm getting close. Not to go on and on about my problems, but it's fucking bad out here. And the terrifying thing is that it's only going to get worse.
Yay!
Dec 17, 2004
disastermagnet:
That's funny, because I was just about to drop you a note to ask if you had seen Trinity. I want to drag The 'Zam to see it, but I know she'll pull her mind tricks on me and make me about it.
And, by way of closure...I AM glad I came out here and got away from the Hamptons...it's just hard for everyone right now...I don't feel singled out at all.
Dec 18, 2004

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