bigwobbles

Well for me i had the best 45 minuted of my life last night!!!!!!!!!!!! Went to swim didint want to but i did,,, on my way home I bumped in to this woman i was crushing on .... I would bump in ot her when she did her laundry..she cute smart and nice...i told my self next time i bumo into her id ask her out ...so i did and ...she said yeah we could do out she needs friends...which is kool and tehnshe tells me shes a lesbian..wich dont get me wrong..nothing wrong with it ...if it makes you happy thats kool the heart want what the heart wants....but inside i was like FUCK FUCK FUCK..but she said the other day she was doing and wondering where i was... for the first time some one has actually missong me or woneding where i was and thats cool it just took me a back i guess..thats life in the big city . we talked were in to the same things same tv shows bands even comics ...looks like were going out for coffee and thats great and for 45minutes i felt hapiness and thats more then i felt all year...well im going hope everyone has z good weekend peace