bigwobbles

Well this week has Been a new kinda of hell...

One of the ladies who I have taken care of for the past 8 years has died. She s been on and off for years ... her parents have tried to kills her for ages signing a DNR at the first sign of a cold and sich... She was old enough to be my moehter but she was my girl....not many people at work wanted to deal with her cause she had constant regergatation..(i.e she threw up constantly) especially cause she was tube fed .. I use to call her ehercist baby I know that might seem cruel but she would smile when she saw me ... some one at work told me she walking now ...with god( she was in a wheel chair) I hate that shit now that shes dead she can walk in heaven...like shes cured when you die like being retarted is a punishment and when you die ...you graduate and walk an talk in heaven... Fuck that!! I dont beleiv in Heaven but if shes up their she doing what she always did... Throwin up...... ON GOD




Good night Ms. Henderson ................WHERE EVER YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!