bigwobbles

Oh well in a half hour its official ill be 30... DAMN !!!! When I was 15 30 was old I thought id be married and have kids and all that Pleasent Valley shit.... as I start get depressed I relize even though im stilla lone my life is actually pretty kewl ive been some kewl places and meet some kewl people so bla bla...
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Alright ... Im bacl from Vermont! had one of the best times of my life . the wedding was beautiful the cermony , the reception rawked.... I Didnt feel like an out cast. everything was kewl.... I even Danced ... I felt Human Now How ever is the bad Part... im coming down now or ... it feels like withdraw .. lke im coming down...
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Getting ready to go to Vermont Friday. Ive been looking forward to it for the better part of a year. My friends are getting married .. This is the first time ive been invaited to such a thing i m nervouse excited and scared. Im worried im gonna miss th flight or the car my sister hired doent show up... the usual panic attack shit....
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The best you can hope for is to Die in your Sleep!!!

0Nothing much is going on tired ... hate work , but my friends wedding is next week .. thats gonna be a blast now if i can just get lade and break the four year dryspell..

Nothing much going on nin my life now..... just feeling paniccky and lone....

I saw Serneity... I lilked it . ill have to get the dvd.

well I had a productive weekend opf sorts.. I purchased my firs suit ... pinstripes .. ;ovly ift for the wedding I have in three weeks .in vermont its gonna be a scream....I spent the weekend with my parents the some old fmaily bs but its kewll. hope all is well.

I m tired or beng scared and feeling like Im going to cry...

my own Private Shirt Wasit Fire

I went swimming topnight now im getting ready to eat a stoffers french bread pizza yeah!