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so I am thinging about going out to see the world Sunday. I like social events I just hate ppl. I do not want the drama or the guessing gamie involved in meeting ppl. Damn I am drunk. I like moonshine to. So okay I will quit while I think I am ahead....

I miss love. At one time I thought I had it but I guess I was wrong. I miss love, I miss the chance to form a family, Call me old fashioned but I miss it

Drunk again. Goddamn it I love wine. I love Vs as well. I want to make more money but how to go about this? 48 to 50 a year just is not enough. I am a greedy fucker I can not help it.I am lloking forward to my search for amurica. These times are wierd and I feel it will get thicker as time goes...
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So okay I bought an I-pod toady. I have been working 7 days a week for the past eight weeks or so and my updates have been none. I bought an I-pod so not only can I achieve social trendy stats but I can plan my trip up the eastern seaboard without destorying my cds in the process. I am going to Atl to see...
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Today I saw a field mouse running across the road and just like that he was dead. The car in front of me hit him. Life no more. Perhaps as I drove by his soul was escaping elsewhere.? I think I am returning (finally) to what dirves me. It is a slow process but hopfully it will return. I have isolated myself to the point...
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Did anyone else feel the air today? Did you smell fall in the air this morning. I found out that my dog howls to the sunrise. I woke up to the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. I have heard her before but I thought she was in pain and when I finally got dressed and got outside she was just fine. Today I...
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Have you ever stood on a road and felt the direction it could take you. I guess this does not work to well in a city but you know the feeling you get when you feel a direction in life. When I walk on the road in front of my house I know this roads conect to many others and has no bounds. I could...
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So far so good. I am feeling good about the direction this is heading. I will be back with more details..........

I have yet to see Spiderman2 I am a cheap-ass like that. When I was a kid I used to try and get spiders to bite me in order to gain thier powers. I didn't work to well......or did it??