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bigwhelturnsmal

knox, actually an hour away from knox. However I will always call ATL home. :)

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Friday Aug 12, 2005

Aug 12, 2005
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Last week I got so high my head actually became a Balloon. To many pills and other things all at once. Sometimes these things get out of control and at the end of the day when it all piles up, I turn to myself and then I realize..... Damn I am fucked up.

Excuse me while I stroke my ego this may take a while. I am feeling like a megalomaniac today. I am in a good mood and not in a whole lot of pain. I have not taken any pills ( for pain ) in a few days. I am sittin here jamin on some Rick James Bitch and I am feeling Capital. Who know I may even participate in some social events or two. Okay so lets not get out of hand here. I was walking around with my broke ass and I realized damn I have not worked in almost a year. This is the longest I have gone since I was 12. However this turn of events has made me realize one thing. I WILL NEVER HAVE A JOB THAT IS NOT IN ANY WAY RELATED TO MY DREAMS. And what are my dreams you may ask. Why World Domination of course.... How trendy. I have to shake these feelings from my body. I have this irresistible urge to chase after a girl ( not you ) and see how she is. Anyone who had read my bullshit before may know of this. A woman decked out in full combat fatigues dripping wet after swimming a mile with all her gear on. DAMN I can not get that picture out of my head. She should be back from internship at the Pentagon. Could I love a far right conservative soldier? Maybe if I just had the picture and not the girl. I have settled for .jpegs on many occasions. Like just this morning for example. Anyway. I need to focus and you fuckers need to kick my ass when I stray. I want the World and that is not to much to ask. There is more to me then meets the blog. Sit down mutha fucker this won't take long...............................

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