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bigwhelturnsmal

knox, actually an hour away from knox. However I will always call ATL home. :)

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Wednesday Aug 10, 2005

Aug 10, 2005
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tiny little integers, that scream out your last name. A symbol of the tidal wave an implosion of the veins. I met you on a holiday and still can see the stain. of the tiny little integers that scream out your last name.


Okay rambling done..... Now an open letter to FAERIEDUST. I am going to eventually end up at Pellissippi State, which is a community college, so to quote Chris Rock," I am gonna get my learn on." They have a kick ass video department which is fixing to go into HD in the next year. Plus sitting on every desk is OMG Gfucking5's with flat screen monitors bigger then my TV at home. This is a 2year program so after that I may attend MTSU or seek a film school of some kind. I just do not know yet. I may become ( as long as someone else is paying for it ) a professional student for a few years. Why not. I am one of those fools that like to learn. I would love more then anything to film my own horror movie, but not so much blood and guts ( although that needs to be there ) but more physiological, prey upon human emotions and develop a mad-man from a common man, yet with B quality all the fucking way. If that don't work out I would love to work for like a TV show. Not just any TV show something like Jerry Springer or a touring show like WWE ( wrestling ). These shows are reminders of what my America should be. TV that is zany and stupid yet they are on TV because they can be. Plus show like this remind me of how Romanesque ) our times are becoming. People gathering in coliseums to see made up bull-shit with violence involved. I likes it. smile Or to tour with a band like NIN. I could fucking run that show like no ones business, my only problem is I do not have access to the newer equipment such as HD cameras like a government funded school would have. Someday I'll find it, The rainbow connection, the lovers the dreamers and ...................+ad ( to quote the muppets )


Damn I see the fallout the holding of the sign. the times of institution the bending of the mind. I scream high resolution I hope that you will see the tiny little integer that only bends for me...............


p.s. I was to lazy to put Ms FAERIEDUST link in the before mention. ..... wink
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
russo:
Ahhh, my boyfriend's friend Paul will probably be your teacher. He's the head of the video dept over there.
Aug 10, 2005
faeriedust:
Teehee, you wrote me a letter in your journal... blush
I think I may end up at Pellissipp for awhile I don't know yet. We were going to Nashville but it looks like I'm going to be going to ol Knox Vegas for awhile, so it'll be there or UT, I'm not sure yet.
I think I could handle becoming a professinal student too, I love being in class.
Aug 13, 2005

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