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junkies and kisses

This is how a junkie meditates
I realized today without Insurance
I have a 1600.00 dollar a month habit
This is twice as much as my apartment in ATL
Yet 1600x's as much money as I have now
I am curious if the doctors discover I am broke
if the will come break my legs and knock me further down
I am now stuck at home
pride keeps me here
I am to poor to go anywhere
and I am not allowed to drive there if I could afford it
pride keeps me here
I went to Knoxville yesterday with my Mom
We rode down Kingston Pike and I looked into the windows of the home you wanted to own
I am not sure if you remember this, but you said you wanted to live in this home
When I would go visit you at school we would leave for coffee and drive by the house with the ivy growing up the side, and the rod irons patios exiting from each window
The ivy has been removed but the iron curtains are still there
I am not sure if you remember this but I do



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