***Don't read this. It is stupid***
I am listening to the Rolling Stones "Paint it Black" in a continues loop on my I-pod. Thank you Apple. So I hate to sound all gloom and what but for some reason I am. It is just me and I do not need therapy. *sings* I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes. I have to turn my head until my darkness goes. ** I just feel this way. I never see any other reason to. And the fucked up thing is I still have not managed to bridge out to someone, anyone, in this so called college experience. It just seems pointless to me. There was this one chick whom I was partners with (forced by the teacher) in lab, and it kinda seemed like we had a few things in common. Yet I have shut her out. And it does not bother me. I really do not see a point in it. Then I can not imagine why she would want to waste a second outside of class with me. Plus I am not attractive.***Don't read this it is stupid***
I am listening to the Rolling Stones "Paint it Black" in a continues loop on my I-pod. Thank you Apple. So I hate to sound all gloom and what but for some reason I am. It is just me and I do not need therapy. *sings* I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes. I have to turn my head until my darkness goes. ** I just feel this way. I never see any other reason to. And the fucked up thing is I still have not managed to bridge out to someone, anyone, in this so called college experience. It just seems pointless to me. There was this one chick whom I was partners with (forced by the teacher) in lab, and it kinda seemed like we had a few things in common. Yet I have shut her out. And it does not bother me. I really do not see a point in it. Then I can not imagine why she would want to waste a second outside of class with me. Plus I am not attractive.
I just can not see it. Yet the fucked up thing is the number of people that insist on lying to me and saying I am handsome or cute. Fuck you and your lies. Thank you. Good-bye.
I told you not to read this
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I am listening to the Rolling Stones "Paint it Black" in a continues loop on my I-pod. Thank you Apple. So I hate to sound all gloom and what but for some reason I am. It is just me and I do not need therapy. *sings* I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes. I have to turn my head until my darkness goes. ** I just feel this way. I never see any other reason to. And the fucked up thing is I still have not managed to bridge out to someone, anyone, in this so called college experience. It just seems pointless to me. There was this one chick whom I was partners with (forced by the teacher) in lab, and it kinda seemed like we had a few things in common. Yet I have shut her out. And it does not bother me. I really do not see a point in it. Then I can not imagine why she would want to waste a second outside of class with me. Plus I am not attractive.***Don't read this it is stupid***
I am listening to the Rolling Stones "Paint it Black" in a continues loop on my I-pod. Thank you Apple. So I hate to sound all gloom and what but for some reason I am. It is just me and I do not need therapy. *sings* I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes. I have to turn my head until my darkness goes. ** I just feel this way. I never see any other reason to. And the fucked up thing is I still have not managed to bridge out to someone, anyone, in this so called college experience. It just seems pointless to me. There was this one chick whom I was partners with (forced by the teacher) in lab, and it kinda seemed like we had a few things in common. Yet I have shut her out. And it does not bother me. I really do not see a point in it. Then I can not imagine why she would want to waste a second outside of class with me. Plus I am not attractive.
I just can not see it. Yet the fucked up thing is the number of people that insist on lying to me and saying I am handsome or cute. Fuck you and your lies. Thank you. Good-bye.
I told you not to read this
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