"Should I stay or should I go...." Part of me wants to stay home the other part wants to explore. Tonight is the dawning of the new year and it means not so much to me. I usually stay home on this night. Mostly because of that grand tradition where you are supposed to kiss a lady to ring in the New Year. My ugly ass can not stand such pressure. If I do go I will be wrenching in the Bathroom during this time I assure you. In any event that Day is fascinating and blow-job I explore. a newly developed undertow, and a series of the norm. I am going back to therapy. It seems it has moved to my Knees and a times crippling me. Awesome. I hate therapy. I do not know what it is about me but it seem people at random just fell comfortable unloading their life story, on me. No matter how I try to avoid them. I mean for fucks sake, I am reading a book, I have my head inside my I-pod what more do they need to see that I do not care. My problems are trivial compared to some and here we are. Then the staff wants to talk. And I understand their position I really do. I am sure it is awkward to work on someone who does not open up. But I just hate those people who do. And when I do tell them how I feel they look at me like they do not believe me so why should I bother? I am applaud at the maddens this room projects on me. I am infuriated at the explanation I have received from you........ ( funny side note. I misspelled fuck and my spell checker is so used to me writing fuck that it knew exactly what I was trying to say)
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matsuowasabi:
If it makes you feel any better I'm staying home to night as well. Something about crowds at parties causes too much anxiety in me as well. You are not required to have fun tonight. It is your life, do what you will with it. Try not to pass up fun but you don't always have to be out and about.Maybe reading something that is personally rewarding is better than going out on amateur night with a bunch of drunk bitches and dudes that don't know how to hold there liquor. So what are you reading?