and i woke up with a hole in my head. bigger then my finger and smaller then my fist. I stuck my thumb inside and moved around my brain. a simple word that means a fool i forgot my name. but i still remember you. i can not remember what happened next only then did i black out. a new defiance a fallen army on the shore. the smell of a garden and you are here no more. the hole will now fit my hand and blood is everywhere. on the carpet on the walls and even in my hair. the sofa, the tv and in my favorite chair. the hole has changed everything, brought new meaning to my life. a purpose, a home, my everything and even now my wife. scratching on my eyelids and ringing in my ears. i never thought a hole would make everything so clear.........
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