bigwhelturnsmal

I am unusual today. I am in a constant battle against myself. I hate myself. I can not look in the mirror when I shave. I cut myself. First on accident then intentional. I bleed into the sink and wash away like sand. I flow into the sewer like shit that I am. I dissolve into the waters and return into your glass. I flow through your body and replenish what is left. I exit through your wound and into the drain. I return through the sewer then evaporate to rain. I fall to the earth and into your food. I return to your body and back through your wound........