I feel elusive, almost penetrable. I want to sleep for days but be wide awake for the viewing. I just do not know what they want anymore. Last night I dreamt I was in a car crash. I died. It was over. I love Halloween and I love my birthday. I enjoy the fact I am an October Baby. It fits me. I realized the stores now display their Halloween and Christmas stuff almost at the same time. A celebration of Hell and christ within the same isle. Does this seem right? I also noticed their is more junk for Halloween now. This favorite holiday is about to be cheapened as well. I do not know what I am going to be this year. Maybe the same thing I am every year and go as an asshole. But wait I do this everyday. So home depot chick was gay. Yea that sounds about right. I need substance. Someone who is real. Someone who knows what I am thinking and does not think I need to be committed for thinking it. Someone whom doesn't try to change themselves to fit the needs of me. A bitch... damn I love a bitch. A darkened soul to light up my life. You know two negatives make a positive...think about it. Someone who is as elaborate as me...... Anyway I contend. My friend from the pet store is trying to get me to go out to this stupid little club here in town. It is one of those trendy top 40 places. I listen to that shit sometimes I admit it, but it is when I am alone and no one around. I hate those kind of people. This town is full of them and it depresses me everyday. I was in the park in ATL and a red-head approached me. It was to bad I was in a fuck the world mood. She was cute.... anyway.
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