bigpunkmike

I am bored, I have nothing to do...of all things I am sitting here listening to cradle of filth, so sad.

I updated my profile a bit, added some more shit to it. I need more, so I'll be thinking about it more.

I really want a drink but no one is here to drink with me and I really don't feel like sitting around and drinking by myself, maybe just a bit. Hmmm, I have pot, but I know my roommates would smell it and them being straight edge and all, I'm just in an odd mood, I feel like getting wrecked, it's one of those days.

I have a focus group thing I attended today was suicide and depression which I've had my encounters with both and so now I've had my past flooding my mind and I can't rid of it. Possibly drinking is not the answer but honestly I have nothing to do. my gf is out of the country, I don't feel like driving to kitchener to chill with people and mississauga is just too far

Now I have rambled on about nothing, basically my current thoughts as they pass through my mind. If I was in toronto right now I'd get more tattooing done. I think I've decided on having a fog/mist added to the reaper. I want it to look as though he's standing in a smokey fog waiting for you. Also I found the image I want to get put on my other arm, now I just have to make it look cool.

fuck it, I'm going to get drunk...hassle me online...please...all I have is you, and unix, and a bottle of vodka

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I am partially wrecked right now, I have been drinking my vodka and stealing music from a friend in DC. I rock

screamo is the shit

I'll be back later