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Tuesday Nov 04, 2003

Nov 4, 2003
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my kidneys are fucked
yes, yes it's true...

what else is new...my life never ceases to amaze me

the curse continues, welcome to my world of disappointment

How can I stay positive? what do I have to look forward to. I feel so cheated, cheated for an opportunity to be happy. I wish I had someone to talk to, I wish I didn't feel so alone right now but I do. It's hard to be accountable for your own life, often it's not that you want help, it's just you want to know that other's are willing to help. They say everyone needs support. I wish I could cry, but I have too much in my past and honestly I can't...it's harder because I can't

What should I do? What should I change? Have I been going about my life all wrong?

Where are the friendly huggy people when you need them...lol

I leave in a few hours to drive to the airport, then off to DC so they can play with my body and dictate whether I'll be healthy and happy or whether I'll be medically tortured for years to come




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kiscica:
*sendsyousomuchlove*
Nov 10, 2003
jovanka:
I'm a friendly happy huggy person. Listen, I'm not far from you if you ever need to talk. Contact me, we can meet up at the Pauper's and have some beer and chicken wings. I have a strong shoulder and a good ear.

Chin up, don't let this shit beat you down!
(((HUGS)))
Nov 11, 2003

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