bigpoppa99

Being single isn't as fun as it used to be. Now my friends are now couples. Don't get me wrong I am very happy for them because they are with awsome people. Someone that compliments them. its just awkward for me when we go out. Its almost all couples and I'm the odd man out. Thats where my own social anexietys come into play.

I on the other hand havent found miss right yet. I'm not even trying to find her. I am on some online dating sites but I havent really been looking or responding to adds. My social life pretty much revolves around lil poppa when he is over on the weekend.

I am actually attracted to someone but I am not going to pursue it. She is awsome. She has a great sense of humor, cute as a button and can hold her end of a conversation. I'm not going to pursue it because she is an awsome friend. There I'm probably the first guy to ever put a girl into the friend zone. I'm doing it first becuase I know where this will end. "Your an awsome guy and some girl will be lucky to be with you. it's just you and I are friends and I don't want to lose you if something bad happened between us"

I've heard variations of that speech so many times I have it commited to memory.

Other than that things have been pretty peachy. I need to do something about my hair. It is down to my shoulders and I still have that flip. I want to get it cut before my birthday and vacation.