bigman316

well with my work schedule i am off on mondays; so i didn't have to go kicking and screaming back to work after the holiday weekend like alot of folks i know. went to the movies today, saw "public enemies", johnny depp's latest. i liked it okay, it was a little slow in parts, and some of the historical facts were give a bit of...
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okay so welcome to tuesday to boys and girls..... i survived my shortened work week, i worked friday night and saturday night, then had my regular two days off. after being in the hospital, and then being off at home a couple of days it felt good to just kind of ease back into work. tonight i go back for the start of a wonderful...
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sooooo... here it is. yes i did end up in the hospital for a few days. i went in on friday, and got discharged on tuesday. they figured i was emotionally stable enough to send me home, that and some of my medication levels were a bit low, and the doctor was happy with the latest lab work....so home i went. i kept myself busy...
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it is so rare that i can write a blog when i am actually happy, or things are going well in my life, or i just don't have anything much to complain about in general. this of course is not one of blogs......i hate my life on so many levels right now, i cannot begin to describe it. i am currently depressed as hell, to...
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soooooooo...... this weekend has been kind of interesting. saturday night i called in sick to work because i just could not deal with life in general. besides my therapist basically gave me two choices, i could stay at home and rest...or....go into the hospital and rest. i chose home. home is always good. sunday i mostly lounged, napped, watched t.v. the usual stuff. the new...
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okay so i haven't updated my blog in.... over a month. and i assume people are just darn bored looking at this same old one. soooo.... my work sucks, that is the short version. i seriously need to start looking for a new job, even in this crappy economy. several parts of my life sucks, but i won't depress anyone with the details on that....
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so other than just wanting to post a new blog i don't think i have that much to write about. i have been feeling okay this past week, so that is a plus. i endured a very frustrating trip to philadelphia over the weekend, that included alot of poor planning and not enough communication between parties involved. work last night was busy, one of our...
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so today was easter.......for alot of people a very meaningful religous holiday. today was also one of my cousin's birthday. soooooooooo....that meant i got to travel forty-five minutes over the hills and thru the woods to my cousin's house, for the purpose of spending "quality time" with my family. my cousins are really the only immediate family i have left. both of my parents have...
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hello everybody!!!!! i really have not been on here much in the past couple of weeks. i have been having some health "issues" that have really limited my ability to do much of anything. (except spend long periods of a day in my very dark room) i have promised myself that this weekend....which for me is sunday and monday...i need to go thru a bunch...
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looking out my window all i see is dark and grey. some people say it is a miserable way to
start a new day. i guess it is because the clouds are dark, the rain is wet, the mood is
depressed, as sad as things can get.
i embrace the dark, i love the rain, just because it saddens your mood, doesn't mean it
doesn't...
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well here it is sunday afternoon...the nice weather people are calling for a whole bunch of snow. unfortunately, i have yet to see one darn snow flake. which really does upset me, because i totally love it when it snows. everything just looks so white, and clean and fresh.....but the real reason is that snow always reminds me of home in south dakota. i miss...
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i have to share this; because i know i often don't post alot of happy stuff. i had the best freakin' weekend ever!!!!! friday night i saw one of my favorite bands slipknot in concert. it was incredible!!!! i have been a fan of the band since day one, but oddly enough this was the first time i was able to see them in concert....
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