bigdamhero

Wow, a lot has gone on since I last posted on this blog. My family, with whom i am currently living, i \s moving. Seeing as how this has the greatest physical effect on me I'll start there.
So yeah they are moving in about 2-3 months, this scared the bejesus out of me for a little while considering i am still living in there home, free of rent i might add. Fortunately after looking at many options, including the military and becoming a full time student again, I discussed the situation with my Boss and he informed me that the chances were decent I could be salaried full time before my deadline. This was a huge relief so now i just need to find a place to live.
Went on vacation with the family which was hard. You see my family is made up almost entirely of ministers and deeply christian adults. I am an atheist. They don't know. I recently underwent a personal deconversion and have remained in my comfortable little atheist closet to avoid causing the distress I know my mother will bring on herself. You see my parents' imaginary friends seems to have told them that if their son does not believe in him they will spend eternity separated from him as he is tortured for his horrible crime.
I've recently been struck with a thirst for knowledge that I have never felt before so i've been reading... alot. well i was going to type more but i've decided to hold off until later..