bigdamhero

been a while so i feel the compelling need to post again. my last tat healed up really nice... it needs tiny touch ups but im waiting till after summer so i can swim for the next month or so, i love to swim for my cardio... helps reduce my upper body soreness from lifting and im in a weight gaining program so i need that. I'm bored... i just took a second job with a health supplement store and it feels like a second home when im there... jsut talking shop, i actually have fun selling this stuff. I'm trying to wrap up my last two classes in undergrad this semester than i will finalyl be a college grad... grad school bound... after just over 2 years of complete absitinence im feeling the itch and my more powerful brain is leading me to start looking around me for womenz... sadly im a bit of a romantic and i really dont want to get tied down here... it happenned to my dad and i'll be fucked if ill let myself get stuck in this shithole of a state (don't get me wrong the scenery is beautiful and i want a vacation home in the hills but if i stay here i will be miserable). oh well... i guess ill just keep browsing SG pretending to have relationships haha that sounds really sad. just went to my family reunion and after playing with my new baby cousin for a weekend my unforunate internall drive to protect and teach has me wanting a child... and strangely enough i kind of like the idea of being a single dad haha.. curse the legal system for always thinking children belong with thier mothers regardless of ability, there goes that idea. well thhats enough for now when my mind stops racing from seeing the ballz 2 the wall movie wanted ill post more interesting stuff.