bigdamhero

ugh so i was going to start taking my adderall again... after a 2 year hiatus... i gues si forgot how bad the side effects are. or else they effect me more now... I can't eat, I can't sleep, My heart actually makes my chest move after midnight and i dont think i've had an erection in 9 hours.. which for me is highly unusual since I am an incredibly sexualy driven person on month 22 of a 2 year break from sex. The last one really worried me, again i've been ready to (but not necessarily have) releive myself or have sex 3-6 times a day since i was 13, so i went to the pharmacist and asked him about these... he told m he doesnt know of many people who are effected in that way but the other medication will likely have a simialr effect... i guess im not taking my meds again... I like how much i can get done easily with them (i am ok without but it take seffort just to focus on any menial task) but i can't risk eating so little and not beign able to get erect... ugh its another of God's little ironies with me... be productive or be reproductive... lame