bigdamhero

i think i've got a problem.. i asked a girl out but since she hasnt moved back home yet we still ahve over a week till our first date... so we have been talking online alot and dangit i cant help but think that i'm already falling for her. I can't have those feelings before we even start hanging out together in real life, so it kind of sucks... Thing is i waited almost 2 years since my last girlfriend to find a girl that i feel is amazing enough for me to put my self out there for, but with only online correspondance it's so hard to gauge her reactions to situations and such... i havent slept in 40 hours or so cuz of a paper i had to write so now im rambling but yeah you get the idea. I need to be careful, if i dont keep myself in check im afraid i will run her off before we get a chance to "really" get to know each other. I really hope that neither she nor any of her friends see this cuz that would be awkward... haha i think i need to pass out soon