bigdamhero

been a while so i feel the compelling need to post again. my last tat healed up really nice... it needs tiny touch ups but im waiting till after summer so i can swim for the next month or so, i love to swim for my cardio... helps reduce my upper body soreness from lifting and im in a weight gaining program so i need...
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i set my appointment and im getting my new tattoo on saturday!!!! I took kitson's advice and checked our artisticc creations... on saturday ill have a pic up of the tat... it will read, "You were bought at a price therefore honor god with your bodies" down my side... yay

hmmm i want a new tattoo... i want a hawk... now i need a location.. and an artist....

i need to find a pub... im not into clubs.. and i tolerate bars... i want a place where i can ahve a few pints and throw a few darts... damn my location, stuck in poduck usa where people only drink to get tanked and only get tanked to get laid... why oh why can't these people learn how to truly enjoy a drink... oh...
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well... it's done... one side of myself is happy it's over... the other longs for a chance to rewrite things... all thing's considered i'm doing well... se knew me well enough to know that i would not be second best, she let me know and i appreciate that.... the past few days have flown by as though part of a cinematic montage... I keep my...
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it's sad... the very thing that would remove all my troubles is such a terrifying thing.. .but i know i am completely capable of it. I Beleive in God, thats a fact, but i dont understadn is how God could allow such ironies to occur in out lives. He loves me, but he doesnt guide me, lead me, help me... only when i am at...
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ugh so i was going to start taking my adderall again... after a 2 year hiatus... i gues si forgot how bad the side effects are. or else they effect me more now... I can't eat, I can't sleep, My heart actually makes my chest move after midnight and i dont think i've had an erection in 9 hours.. which for me is highly unusual...
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why is it that when i dont have time to play on the message boards posts are flying... but whenever i need to have short interesting conversation via forums NO ONE IS ON THEM!!!! oh well... im stil lstruggling with a decision... mine and somone elses actually... not sure what im going to do... i tried asking the magic eight ball but... well... it sucks......
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i think i've got a problem.. i asked a girl out but since she hasnt moved back home yet we still ahve over a week till our first date... so we have been talking online alot and dangit i cant help but think that i'm already falling for her. I can't have those feelings before we even start hanging out together in real life, so...
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holy crack... after a 20 month self induced dry spell, i got my first date in nearly 2 years!!!!! cheer for me!!!! YAY