So another craptastic weekend in Japan, I thought it was going to be different here, well I actually know whats wrong...I got a DUI before I left the states, that really fucked up my life. Yeah I shoulda known better and not drank and drove, but the Army didn't have to rip my career apart. I'm not where im supposed to be, I don't have a car, and my life is going back to the way it was waaayyyy to slowly. Tomorrows the First of July for us, I seriously doubt it'll happen, but I need to get fuckin promoted. I've been a good little soldier and done everything that they wanted me to, and to be honest I think I've gone a little above and beyond. I think its time to move all this up, I'm sooooo SICK of seeing my peers trot ahead of me, and I'm disgusted by the kinds of people who out rank me. I want my E4 back because I don't think I deserved to loose it, the things I do when I'm NOT at work shouldn't effect me while I AM at work, you know?
So other than the usual my life is going...not great, but its still going. Kristen still wont stop calling me, I
seriously need to let her know that its not going to work out. Lol wow Im a piece of shit, I talk all this crap about being led on, used and here I am, I can't even tell a girl who's 10,000 miles away its not going to work. I sat on the phone with her for 2 hours yesterday, she masturbated for like 45 minutes. Its cool for a while, but chick...come on, how many times can you get off in one phone call? I need to tell her were not going to work out, shes a great gal and not half bad looking, but just not what im looking for. Best thing to do is tell her before I get there, if I wait she might murder me while im standing there. Oh man I could only imagine what she would do if she found out about LISA, lol. For those of you who don't know who Lisa is, shes this incredible chick in Cali that wants to come out to Japan with me, but the only way to get her here is if we get married. It would work out for both of us, she gets to be in Japan and I get more money and a house...and we both get dogs
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So other than the usual my life is going...not great, but its still going. Kristen still wont stop calling me, I
seriously need to let her know that its not going to work out. Lol wow Im a piece of shit, I talk all this crap about being led on, used and here I am, I can't even tell a girl who's 10,000 miles away its not going to work. I sat on the phone with her for 2 hours yesterday, she masturbated for like 45 minutes. Its cool for a while, but chick...come on, how many times can you get off in one phone call? I need to tell her were not going to work out, shes a great gal and not half bad looking, but just not what im looking for. Best thing to do is tell her before I get there, if I wait she might murder me while im standing there. Oh man I could only imagine what she would do if she found out about LISA, lol. For those of you who don't know who Lisa is, shes this incredible chick in Cali that wants to come out to Japan with me, but the only way to get her here is if we get married. It would work out for both of us, she gets to be in Japan and I get more money and a house...and we both get dogs
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