bigbuddha

I'm sorry i flaked out on the saint paddies day party. I feel really bad about not even calling you guys. Things have been pretty wierd as of late. Not really an excuse, i know. But i do have a reason for not attending yesterday. I had a Date....i think. A really sweet girl who is best friends with my Cousin and His fiance. She is a total female version of me(mentally). We talked about star wars, Lotr, drugs, Movie trivia. Played Shot glass Checkers. Smoked joints and played video games till 6 this morning. We even shared a bed for the few hours of sleep that was had. No Nookie, not much fondeling(she grabbed MY boob). And no bodily fluids were exchanged. I know going for a girl to get my mind off of another one isn't the right thing to do. I think you are right, i just need someone to love me.

im very confused, but i have a bigger smile on my face then i have had in a long long time.

peace, love and puppy dog crushes
me
3 hours of sleep and going to work


p.s.
for those who didnt get it
860-985-1107 is my new temporary cell phone.