Operation Total mental and phyical Breakdown
Stage Two: The neverending schedule
yeah.. so... people got fired. schedule is in a total state of Flux. Not sure when my next day off will be... Quite Literally my monday off has now become a monday On........ I might Get either tuesday or wednesday off... Because of over time issues thou, Instead of the ussual 1:30 till whenever, i now go in for 3:00 till when ever... more days, less hours. someone just shoot me and say a nice eulogy
I didn't get a lunch today.. which means i haven't eaten since yesteday, and won't be eating till tommorow
i might have to work saturday too... which reallly pisses me off, cause i really need to get loaded up amonst friends. So i must say, that i am 50 percent sure i am going to flux, and if i work and still go, i am not sure how i iwll get there, or even when
I dont like getting mad.. but i almost blew up at one of my bosses today. He walked away because he knew i was right. didnt make me feel any better.
I deposited my bi-monthly $600 paycheck saturday and it brought my account to $340.....That is wiht out making the $250 deposit every two weeks for the mortgage and bills. I got a call that morning, one of those out of sight out of mind things, one of my credit card bills were being sent to my old address stil.... lets just say i am very OVER and very late paying. I have to go two more weeks until i get another paycheck. Another reason i dont think i can make bound,(or the theatrea gathering, not that i have the day off) no cash...
In 4 weeks i will be flying out to portland for a week + to be with Elena... i really can't afford it, but right now that is the only thing keeping me half way sane
I have been staying away from my ussual cure all, I still have plenty but you know... I really can't be running away from my problems and getting blazed all the time
sometimes i just want to give up
I give my laptop one week of life left, tops then i will see you all when i see you... i wont have any other way to get online. I might even just hock it down the road, the guy said i could get 500 bucks for it..... $4000 laptop = $500 worth of breathing room
Stage Two: The neverending schedule
yeah.. so... people got fired. schedule is in a total state of Flux. Not sure when my next day off will be... Quite Literally my monday off has now become a monday On........ I might Get either tuesday or wednesday off... Because of over time issues thou, Instead of the ussual 1:30 till whenever, i now go in for 3:00 till when ever... more days, less hours. someone just shoot me and say a nice eulogy
I didn't get a lunch today.. which means i haven't eaten since yesteday, and won't be eating till tommorow
i might have to work saturday too... which reallly pisses me off, cause i really need to get loaded up amonst friends. So i must say, that i am 50 percent sure i am going to flux, and if i work and still go, i am not sure how i iwll get there, or even when
I dont like getting mad.. but i almost blew up at one of my bosses today. He walked away because he knew i was right. didnt make me feel any better.
I deposited my bi-monthly $600 paycheck saturday and it brought my account to $340.....That is wiht out making the $250 deposit every two weeks for the mortgage and bills. I got a call that morning, one of those out of sight out of mind things, one of my credit card bills were being sent to my old address stil.... lets just say i am very OVER and very late paying. I have to go two more weeks until i get another paycheck. Another reason i dont think i can make bound,(or the theatrea gathering, not that i have the day off) no cash...
In 4 weeks i will be flying out to portland for a week + to be with Elena... i really can't afford it, but right now that is the only thing keeping me half way sane
I have been staying away from my ussual cure all, I still have plenty but you know... I really can't be running away from my problems and getting blazed all the time
sometimes i just want to give up
I give my laptop one week of life left, tops then i will see you all when i see you... i wont have any other way to get online. I might even just hock it down the road, the guy said i could get 500 bucks for it..... $4000 laptop = $500 worth of breathing room