ok...... where to start.
Went to 7-11 for the ussual mountain dew and my card wouldn't work. i am totally tapped dry until next fridays paycheck. Its gonna be a big one, but it only means i get to pay all my pills and fill up my tank with gas. I will be living on Left overs at work for the next three weeks... chedder dogs and pretzels. just what a growing boy needs.
It gets better
When i got to work today, I noticed on the board there was a flyer up for new backroom captain interviews... the job that i supposedly had. Guess it was just a temporary thing
No one of authority new anything about it. Conveient? I got the job done, sure there was horseplay and tomfoolery, and laps around the bulk side on a hobby horse. But we got the job done with a skeleton crew, Guess too many people didnt like taking orders from the "cart guy".... i feel like a failure. i was so excited that i got that position.. told everyone about it. 
So i just have to interview for the job i was doing, but there where already a list of names on the sign up, most of them higher ups from the night crew who have 3 times the experience i have.
Got out of work after being verbally blasted by the overnight lead. Because I wasnt able to do the job of 4 people by myself. when that finaly ended i got to my car and there was 7 fucking messages left on my cell. 4 from my cousin, who just dosent get the fact that i CLOSE!. all the messages said call me. One from my aunt, she needs me to head down to the beach house and fix her computer.. again. and One from my aunt debbie, asking if i can make my grandmothers birthday thiursday... which i cant because i will be working. The final was from my mother.... asking howcome i dont call her.. maybe because the last time i called her she didnt want to talk to me.
i just want to lay down and sleep for a month and 12 hours. Because then i would be on a flight heading to oregon to the waiting arms of a very beautiful and carring person.
Sadly i wont be able to make flux this wednesday, or kareoke this friday.
Peace, love and complete mental breakdowns
us
existing
Went to 7-11 for the ussual mountain dew and my card wouldn't work. i am totally tapped dry until next fridays paycheck. Its gonna be a big one, but it only means i get to pay all my pills and fill up my tank with gas. I will be living on Left overs at work for the next three weeks... chedder dogs and pretzels. just what a growing boy needs.
It gets better
When i got to work today, I noticed on the board there was a flyer up for new backroom captain interviews... the job that i supposedly had. Guess it was just a temporary thing
No one of authority new anything about it. Conveient? I got the job done, sure there was horseplay and tomfoolery, and laps around the bulk side on a hobby horse. But we got the job done with a skeleton crew, Guess too many people didnt like taking orders from the "cart guy".... i feel like a failure. i was so excited that i got that position.. told everyone about it. So i just have to interview for the job i was doing, but there where already a list of names on the sign up, most of them higher ups from the night crew who have 3 times the experience i have.
Got out of work after being verbally blasted by the overnight lead. Because I wasnt able to do the job of 4 people by myself. when that finaly ended i got to my car and there was 7 fucking messages left on my cell. 4 from my cousin, who just dosent get the fact that i CLOSE!. all the messages said call me. One from my aunt, she needs me to head down to the beach house and fix her computer.. again. and One from my aunt debbie, asking if i can make my grandmothers birthday thiursday... which i cant because i will be working. The final was from my mother.... asking howcome i dont call her.. maybe because the last time i called her she didnt want to talk to me.
i just want to lay down and sleep for a month and 12 hours. Because then i would be on a flight heading to oregon to the waiting arms of a very beautiful and carring person.
Sadly i wont be able to make flux this wednesday, or kareoke this friday.
Peace, love and complete mental breakdowns
us
existing