So today I lost a good friend of mine to an overdose. I'm in such shock. The epidemic that is here needs to end. @arroezze we talked about this the other day. About getting help. Wish their was something I could do but it's too late now. @xheartswornx. Your kind words have made me realize their are good people still out their. Thank you to you both for chatting up a storm with me.
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kaptaine:
@BIGBLUE78 It sounds like you did all you could which I know makes it even tougher. Losing a close friend is something I know all too well (though different circumstances). I, sincerely, feel for you and am very sorry for your loss. But, applaud you for busting your ass to continue on the straight and narrow.
bigblue78:
@kaptaine. I should've learned from the first friend I lost a few years back but I was too blinded by an addiction. But I'll say that the last 5 months have been much better than I imagined. Hard to deal with the end of a 8 year relationship and trying to get sober at the sametime. That makes most people go back to using. I had no choice or I would've lost friends and family. I've never felt more alive and felt more emotions than I do now. It's weird. Lol. I really appreciate the kind words bro. Sorry to rant on. Lol. Good to know that there are good people on here.