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bigblue78

Collegeville, PA

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Recovery

Dec 22, 2018
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I usually try not to air my issues on social media but I feel like I can on here. I was using drugs (heavy drugs) for almost 18 years. I spent the majority of my 20s n 30s numbing everything. About 5 months ago shit hit the fan and I got clean. It was the best decision I ever made. I can see clear again. My emotions are back. Might be a bad thing. Lol. Along the way I lost a lot and I wasn't sure if I could stay on the right path but I have been. I'm really just looking for some good people to talk to and also looking for members who have been thru the same. Would love to hear your stories.

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bigblue78:
@louiseethel. I appreciate that. It will always be hard.
Jan 30, 2019
louiseethel:
I kind of understand, you are strong... :*
Jan 31, 2019

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