This is going to be a short entry as I have to go to work again tonight. I got home safe but had to go stright into work last night. Bitch. 12 hours on the road and then another 8 behind the line makes for a very tired negro. Tired negro is unpahhy negro as is pnuemonic negro.
I had a good trip and a...
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godess_akasha:
I missed the birthday entry too. Happy birthday! Flying home for the holidays sounds like a nice gift to me? How was the myspace meeting?
sabine:
aww, thank you. that's very flattering. 
I got off work early tonight and I'm less than 10 hours away from lifting off on the big freedom bird to go back to my cold little hell. God I'm excited. 
I'm so ready to leave I'm doing the Mark G. patented "Stay up and not go to bed" travel routine. I just can't sleep. Whether that's because of my anticipation or the yellowjackets...
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___k:
Hey Oldness - Happy Holidays, Happy Belated Birthday!
I hope all's well with you, see you soon!
[k]
I hope all's well with you, see you soon!
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sarcasticmenace:
Happy holidays and happy belated birthday!
I'm going to write this entry then go to bed. I have to get up and walk to work tonight seeing as I have no ride to get back and forth. Thus is my life. Walk to work, spend three hours out on the road, do the life. Live the american dream.
Yeah.
- Dissapointment, the Causation for a Silver Lining -
Writer got herself...
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Yeah.
- Dissapointment, the Causation for a Silver Lining -
Writer got herself...
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mufkin:
awww, you'll find someone else. You seem pretty cool!
necrophagist:
Dude, this is no consolation or anything or in any way related to the issues here, but i really like your writing style.
If there is anything i really wish i could do is convey my thoughts into prose that is well structured and interesting to read.
Chin up fella
If there is anything i really wish i could do is convey my thoughts into prose that is well structured and interesting to read.
Chin up fella
I'm here, my back hurts and I've not written in a while. Seems the perfect time to bust out an entry. Yup.
- Going Home... -
I got the funding from my grandmother and I will be leaving for home Tuesday afternoon, the day before my birthday. By 9 pm eastern time, I'll be hopefully bellied up to my old bar in the Elm City,...
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- Going Home... -
I got the funding from my grandmother and I will be leaving for home Tuesday afternoon, the day before my birthday. By 9 pm eastern time, I'll be hopefully bellied up to my old bar in the Elm City,...
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kmfcm:
yeaaah, i thought that was you i saw on myspace
[Edited on Dec 19, 2004 12:35AM]
[Edited on Dec 19, 2004 12:35AM]
durbustweeb:
You're reading it right... and reading it wrong. Deliberately ambiguous and contradictory.
Yeah, you're right about "getting what you come here for." You came here for nakkidness... I didn't. I came for people watching and trying to understand what is passing through the minds of so many people. It's great for that.
And if this is someone's life, heck, it's sad, but everyone needs a place to be themself. No denying we all need people to prop us up when we get hit, or that it doesn't sting when someone dumps on us in quarkworld.
But a careful read shows there's only one and a half paragraphs about SG. The rest extends everywhere we take ourselves. Read it again in that context and it means something different.
Which is why you were conflicted, I think.
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Yeah, you're right about "getting what you come here for." You came here for nakkidness... I didn't. I came for people watching and trying to understand what is passing through the minds of so many people. It's great for that.
And if this is someone's life, heck, it's sad, but everyone needs a place to be themself. No denying we all need people to prop us up when we get hit, or that it doesn't sting when someone dumps on us in quarkworld.
But a careful read shows there's only one and a half paragraphs about SG. The rest extends everywhere we take ourselves. Read it again in that context and it means something different.
Which is why you were conflicted, I think.
[Edited on Dec 19, 2004 11:12AM]
Trouble in my life always comes in threes. This is the way my life works. I accepted this fact that one bad thing happening usually signals two other bad things to pile on and make the whole hurt worse. I know this journal can be a bit of a downer at times but this is my true life and I need to talk about it...
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kreatinkaos:
A bit long winded............ at least your drinking the right shit
sugarcoma:
Gin is good...but I'm a whiskey gal... 
Deficiencies in one's life are often characterized and highlighted through both great successes and great failures. For me, my failure to have someone to come home with after a night of drinking and carousing highlights the greater deficiency of me being alone. Being alone for me now has become something of a rub. Never was this more apparent then at the ATL holiday party. The...
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driana:
I enjoyed reading this journal entry, it was cool and articulate. And I know what you mean - things at parties are always just vaguely out of reach it seems...
faye:
Hey, just dropping you a quick thank you for the comment you left me, your support means a lot.
First and foremost, a big RIP and a long live rock to Dimebag Darrell. Lots of other folk have talked about this and it's still fresh on everyone's minds, so all I'll say is this: To lose someone like him is tragic but to know he died doing what he loved is a consolation. We should all be so lucky. Most of us die withered,...
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puresauciness:
The fact that you openly say that you'd like to date me is a big turn on
munke:
Here here.
I too am a "stalker".
Always considered myself an observer, but hell. Call it what it is!
I too am a "stalker".
Always considered myself an observer, but hell. Call it what it is!
Ok. Let's get right down to it. I've got some good things at the end of this entry but right now is my usual dose of bleary eyed, somewhat insomniatic sunshine that just makes the world go, 'hmmmmmm....that boy ain't right'.
Plus, this one is partially underwritten by seeing my roommate's fiancee half naked this morning coming out of her room whilst I was waiting...
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Plus, this one is partially underwritten by seeing my roommate's fiancee half naked this morning coming out of her room whilst I was waiting...
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thelastbeliever:
Okay thanks man i'll get on that now. I've had a couple of people asking me to strip down but it's not something i have ever really done. Cheers for the advice. 
porcelainheart:
you rock those braids hardcore. and your journal is interesting to read.
thanks for the comments. don't be a stranger. :]
thanks for the comments. don't be a stranger. :]
The evil beast insomnia has my ass again. Oh how I hate my job. I try to go to sleep but it all feels like a wash. I tried to pass out at like 9 this morning but I woke up at like 11.30. I'll try to go back to bed in a bit but suffice to say I'm both tired and wide awake. Wide...
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booterpops:
Insomnia is a brutal thing, you have my sympathy. Thanks for the comment, see ya around PSW!
zilchtastic:
I should prolly take my profile down. v_v I dunno why I even did it. Vague hope against a tide of cynicism? Or more likely, it was a chance to talk about myself even more. I just can't pass that up.
My ego eats small children. It'll be eating small townships soon, at the rate it's growing.
On the other hand, I think to myself, "Oh noes! If I take it down, then The One Person I Really Want may not find me!" Nevermind that this person probably doesn't exist. And that I'd probably be a retard and tell them no anyway.
I have that eternal curse-- I never like the people who like me, and the people I like never like me back.
It must be karma.
My ego eats small children. It'll be eating small townships soon, at the rate it's growing.
On the other hand, I think to myself, "Oh noes! If I take it down, then The One Person I Really Want may not find me!" Nevermind that this person probably doesn't exist. And that I'd probably be a retard and tell them no anyway.
I have that eternal curse-- I never like the people who like me, and the people I like never like me back.
It must be karma.
Insomnia's a bitch. I got out of work at 6 and It's nearly 10 AM and I'm still awake. I hate taking caffiene pills and staying up a long time. Mabye a wank will tire me out. I hate caffiene pills...
Still. Some notes:
- Work sucked last night. I posted a good entry in the culinary professionals group but siffice to say I earned...
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Still. Some notes:
- Work sucked last night. I posted a good entry in the culinary professionals group but siffice to say I earned...
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flux:
Are you familiar with chattarock? If you ever get the chance, check out Mister Grits. It's my friend Rob's band.
frozensunshine:
You like Bob Ross, Good Eats, and anime.... *swoons*