Trouble in my life always comes in threes. This is the way my life works. I accepted this fact that one bad thing happening usually signals two other bad things to pile on and make the whole hurt worse. I know this journal can be a bit of a downer at times but this is my true life and I need to talk about it...
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kreatinkaos:
A bit long winded............ at least your drinking the right shit 
sugarcoma:
Gin is good...but I'm a whiskey gal... 
Deficiencies in one's life are often characterized and highlighted through both great successes and great failures. For me, my failure to have someone to come home with after a night of drinking and carousing highlights the greater deficiency of me being alone. Being alone for me now has become something of a rub. Never was this more apparent then at the ATL holiday party. The...
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driana:
I enjoyed reading this journal entry, it was cool and articulate. And I know what you mean - things at parties are always just vaguely out of reach it seems... 
faye:
Hey, just dropping you a quick thank you for the comment you left me, your support means a lot.
First and foremost, a big RIP and a long live rock to Dimebag Darrell. Lots of other folk have talked about this and it's still fresh on everyone's minds, so all I'll say is this: To lose someone like him is tragic but to know he died doing what he loved is a consolation. We should all be so lucky. Most of us die withered,...
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puresauciness:
The fact that you openly say that you'd like to date me is a big turn on
munke:
Here here.
I too am a "stalker".
Always considered myself an observer, but hell. Call it what it is!
I too am a "stalker".
Always considered myself an observer, but hell. Call it what it is!
bigblack81:
These are pictures of me, topless and braided...
Ok. Let's get right down to it. I've got some good things at the end of this entry but right now is my usual dose of bleary eyed, somewhat insomniatic sunshine that just makes the world go, 'hmmmmmm....that boy ain't right'.
Plus, this one is partially underwritten by seeing my roommate's fiancee half naked this morning coming out of her room whilst I was waiting...
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Plus, this one is partially underwritten by seeing my roommate's fiancee half naked this morning coming out of her room whilst I was waiting...
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thelastbeliever:
Okay thanks man i'll get on that now. I've had a couple of people asking me to strip down but it's not something i have ever really done. Cheers for the advice. 
porcelainheart:
you rock those braids hardcore. and your journal is interesting to read.
thanks for the comments. don't be a stranger. :]
thanks for the comments. don't be a stranger. :]
The evil beast insomnia has my ass again. Oh how I hate my job. I try to go to sleep but it all feels like a wash. I tried to pass out at like 9 this morning but I woke up at like 11.30. I'll try to go back to bed in a bit but suffice to say I'm both tired and wide awake. Wide...
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booterpops:
Insomnia is a brutal thing, you have my sympathy. Thanks for the comment, see ya around PSW!
zilchtastic:
I should prolly take my profile down. v_v I dunno why I even did it. Vague hope against a tide of cynicism? Or more likely, it was a chance to talk about myself even more. I just can't pass that up.
My ego eats small children. It'll be eating small townships soon, at the rate it's growing.
On the other hand, I think to myself, "Oh noes! If I take it down, then The One Person I Really Want may not find me!" Nevermind that this person probably doesn't exist. And that I'd probably be a retard and tell them no anyway.
I have that eternal curse-- I never like the people who like me, and the people I like never like me back.
It must be karma.
My ego eats small children. It'll be eating small townships soon, at the rate it's growing.
On the other hand, I think to myself, "Oh noes! If I take it down, then The One Person I Really Want may not find me!" Nevermind that this person probably doesn't exist. And that I'd probably be a retard and tell them no anyway.
I have that eternal curse-- I never like the people who like me, and the people I like never like me back.
It must be karma.
Insomnia's a bitch. I got out of work at 6 and It's nearly 10 AM and I'm still awake. I hate taking caffiene pills and staying up a long time. Mabye a wank will tire me out. I hate caffiene pills...
Still. Some notes:
- Work sucked last night. I posted a good entry in the culinary professionals group but siffice to say I earned...
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Still. Some notes:
- Work sucked last night. I posted a good entry in the culinary professionals group but siffice to say I earned...
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flux:
Are you familiar with chattarock? If you ever get the chance, check out Mister Grits. It's my friend Rob's band.
frozensunshine:
You like Bob Ross, Good Eats, and anime.... *swoons*
I have a lot to write about but all I'll say for now is this: perhaps 400lbgorilla was right. Mabye I AM a sleeping giant. My snuggle buddy turned into the girl who has a massive crush on me. We hit second base last night and if I stretched it, I could easily have turned it into a triple or a home run. I was...
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last_firstborn:
Hell fuckin yeah man. Hell yeah.
oryon:
don't get me started on cuddle buddies becoming grilfriends...
but good for you, Darkness...good for you
but good for you, Darkness...good for you
Apparently, I'm in demand as a snuggle buddy. Nothing more, mind you, but as a snuggle buddy. I say this because as I write this, I'm making arrangements for a female friend of one of my roommates to come over to the house tomorrow and snuggle with me whilst she bakes a cake. Now, the kicker in all of this is the fact that I'm...
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thelastbeliever:
Hey mate, thanks for the comment. I wasn't really expecting one because mine was a bit random. But anyway.....
I read your bit about snuggling and girls and stuff and i love the expression "boyfriend slot". In fact i thought it was so funny that i shall name my first born after that very phrase.
Feel better soon man.
I read your bit about snuggling and girls and stuff and i love the expression "boyfriend slot". In fact i thought it was so funny that i shall name my first born after that very phrase.
Feel better soon man.
I had to cook last night at work. Fucking horrendous. Still...the bigger check near the end of the month will be nice but I hate the idea that I had to cook when I hadn't prepared for it. It bothers me that this is my life; the substitute cook for the shitheads who don't show. I told my manager and my district manager that after...
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thelastbeliever:
Hey man, i just saw your profile pic and was intrigued. Is it a computer image? Or photoshopped or something? Looks cool anyway.
WE SHARE THE SAME AGE!! How weird is that? Well it's not really is it? Take care matey.
WE SHARE THE SAME AGE!! How weird is that? Well it's not really is it? Take care matey.
zilchtastic:
- Writer, you're attractive and hot as hell to me. Just deal with it. In fact, I dare you to contact me on a messenger service. I double dog dare you, Writer. Talk to me and give me a chance...you'll be surprised.
Sorry to seem like a huge bitch, but I don't have MY IM posted for a reason. I like SG and all, but I wanna keep the goings-on HERE completely separate from the rest of my internet "life". I'm happy you read my journal and like having you on my friendslist, but that's really all I can offer you. At this point, I'm not wanting anything else. Someday I might change my mind for someone, but... not today.
Sorry to seem like a huge bitch, but I don't have MY IM posted for a reason. I like SG and all, but I wanna keep the goings-on HERE completely separate from the rest of my internet "life". I'm happy you read my journal and like having you on my friendslist, but that's really all I can offer you. At this point, I'm not wanting anything else. Someday I might change my mind for someone, but... not today.
New day, old challenges.
Last night of the working rotation coming up. Then, tomorrow and Friday I need to get my ex's stuff out of my room and boxed so I can ship it out this weekend. I'll talk about her further along in this entry but for now, work is the subject. I dread going back to Ooltewah tonight for work. I was at...
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Last night of the working rotation coming up. Then, tomorrow and Friday I need to get my ex's stuff out of my room and boxed so I can ship it out this weekend. I'll talk about her further along in this entry but for now, work is the subject. I dread going back to Ooltewah tonight for work. I was at...
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zilchtastic:
Pffft, I'm nothing LIKE perfect. I get more weird and irritating the more you know me. Plus I'm shallow. 
Lunna, FrozenSunshine and tattoosandwhores have all been painted and put into the folder. I really like all of them but T&W's is my fave for the moment. I did some new things with that one and the results are becoming promising. Now to find a convincing background set for these pics...
Some notes before my nightly nap.
I really miss playing Dance Dance Revolution....
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Some notes before my nightly nap.
I really miss playing Dance Dance Revolution....
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lunna:
Wow! Thanks sweetie. Oh and it's ok to crush on more then one person..it's once you have a relationship then it's wrong to go mingling elsewhere. Take Care hon and thanks again!
oryon:
whoa...you just lost your virginity?
HOLLA
can't wait for the holiday party. myself and my sis, Jem will be there.
HOLLA
can't wait for the holiday party. myself and my sis, Jem will be there.