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bigbear819

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Hello again to all!!!

Jan 19, 2016
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It has been so long since I have been here and a lot has happened but I have been spending my time writing a lot! I am going to share little by little some of the poetry my little mind came up with...lets just see if anyone missed me 😞

The Pain within Me

Feelings of melancholy bottled inside

Loneliness and sadness are easy to hide

No one will know the Beast in me is more chilling then it appears

It is no one’s but mine as another sad day nears

The sun comes so it becomes the day of another

And it is a day like any other

The change that you need feels so far away

As though it would seem you have already fucked your day

Some existences strive for a new beginning

I exist because I am made to be just living

That is all…nothing more

I cannot find happiness in this day of lore

It teases me with giddiness

But yet leaves me with wretchedness

This is the struggle that happens to obstruct me

How can I go on with the darkness that feeds thee

Nothing…nothing…nothing

Understands the pain within me

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