I am such a coward.
I'm in love with this woman and i'm too afraid to try do anything. I wish i could just say all or nothing but i don't want nothing, i want at least something and that something is being best friends. Sometimes i feel like just keeping her in my life anyway i can even if i have to suffer like this.
I am always hopefull and sometimes see what i want to see in how she feels for me. I really don't know if it's more than friendship for her or not. When it's toomuch i give in a tell her desperately how i feel but i think i need to do just the opposite and tell her how wonderfull she makes me fell with the biggest smile on my face. I've told her a few times the way i think of her all the time and once i said i was in love with her but she was with someone both times. My first Real Love. Someday i will tell her how wonderfull she is. I was gonna do it there in person but i guess i can't know. $4,000 to the IRS made a huge dent in my plans.
I'm in love with this woman and i'm too afraid to try do anything. I wish i could just say all or nothing but i don't want nothing, i want at least something and that something is being best friends. Sometimes i feel like just keeping her in my life anyway i can even if i have to suffer like this.
I am always hopefull and sometimes see what i want to see in how she feels for me. I really don't know if it's more than friendship for her or not. When it's toomuch i give in a tell her desperately how i feel but i think i need to do just the opposite and tell her how wonderfull she makes me fell with the biggest smile on my face. I've told her a few times the way i think of her all the time and once i said i was in love with her but she was with someone both times. My first Real Love. Someday i will tell her how wonderfull she is. I was gonna do it there in person but i guess i can't know. $4,000 to the IRS made a huge dent in my plans.
Why does $4,000 make a difference in whether or not you should tell someone how you feel? I can't beleive that she's into money, and (like the song says) money can't buy love, so what then? The only problem I can see, in telling her how you feel is that if she doesn't feel the same way then the friendship could be jeopardized. Are you sure you aren't mistaking friendship for something more? Happens all the time. Plus, it's been my experience that people make better friends than lovers. Friendships can last forever, but "love-ships" will eventually come crashing down around you and there is rarely ever anything left to salvage, afterwards. People are different in a "love-ship" than they are in their friendships. And the people I really like, I've decided, I would rather keep them as freinds than end up losing them.
Sorry to throw in my 2 cents, but that's what these past 39 years have taught me.
Whatever you decide to do, good luck with it.
Good luck to you!