***Warning**** this might gross some of you out so you can scroll if you want to. and i'll update thru the days.
Cancer runs in my family, mainly Colon Cancer. My dad past away from it in '93, my sister Peggy had is at 21 years old but luckily recovered. Now my sis lil' Jaq and i gotta get checked every 5 years. this will be the second one
Basically they gotta shove a camera up my ass to look around. Now last time i just layed on my side and took it bitting down hard and wiggling my toes from the pain. Now I learn iwas supposed to be knocked out for all this!
Those fucking docs suck! Jaq woke up in the middle of it. i'm damn sure making them KNOCK ME THE FUCK OUT! I have a high tolerance for pain and meds.
Last time i had One Gallon Jug of shit to drink to "clean my system" it was So Nasty. eww
at least now it's just 2 little bottles to add to a drink.
Oh yeah the day b4 this procedure i'm on a all liquid diet, i can have jello tho. this is gonna suck! Okay nuff of the ranting, i know it's gotta be done and it is done for a very good reason. I'm not done with this world, i need to make my mark. somehow, somewhere i will.
Now 2:39am *sigh* i feel like shit. I havn't been able to eat anything after midnight (docs orders)untill my prcedure at 3:30pm and i've been surviving off of Ginger Ale, Iced Tea, Apple Juice and 3 cups of green jello i'm not really stressing on what they might find, i'm confident it'll be nothing. i usually have a sense when something is serious and i don't have that now.
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Alright nasty shit over with...
I want to get a tat so bad. I think i'll start with my forearm or upper arm. i'm gonna look for something & really consider it.
Oh i love my job now! I just got a check for almost $700!
I need it too, behind on bills and another $180 cell phone bill... I finally get holiday pay AND i work an hour of OverTime a day all on this check! Wahoo! Yay Me!
I've gotten kinda hooked back of Final Fantasy XI Online. so back to lvl up or party a bit...
Cancer runs in my family, mainly Colon Cancer. My dad past away from it in '93, my sister Peggy had is at 21 years old but luckily recovered. Now my sis lil' Jaq and i gotta get checked every 5 years. this will be the second one
Basically they gotta shove a camera up my ass to look around. Now last time i just layed on my side and took it bitting down hard and wiggling my toes from the pain. Now I learn iwas supposed to be knocked out for all this!
Those fucking docs suck! Jaq woke up in the middle of it. i'm damn sure making them KNOCK ME THE FUCK OUT! I have a high tolerance for pain and meds.
Last time i had One Gallon Jug of shit to drink to "clean my system" it was So Nasty. eww
at least now it's just 2 little bottles to add to a drink.
Oh yeah the day b4 this procedure i'm on a all liquid diet, i can have jello tho. this is gonna suck! Okay nuff of the ranting, i know it's gotta be done and it is done for a very good reason. I'm not done with this world, i need to make my mark. somehow, somewhere i will.
Now 2:39am *sigh* i feel like shit. I havn't been able to eat anything after midnight (docs orders)untill my prcedure at 3:30pm and i've been surviving off of Ginger Ale, Iced Tea, Apple Juice and 3 cups of green jello
i'm not really stressing on what they might find, i'm confident it'll be nothing. i usually have a sense when something is serious and i don't have that now.
***************
Alright nasty shit over with...
I want to get a tat so bad. I think i'll start with my forearm or upper arm. i'm gonna look for something & really consider it.
Oh i love my job now! I just got a check for almost $700!
I need it too, behind on bills and another $180 cell phone bill... I finally get holiday pay AND i work an hour of OverTime a day all on this check! Wahoo! Yay Me!
I've gotten kinda hooked back of Final Fantasy XI Online. so back to lvl up or party a bit...
it was better to have missy and pearly in the front because they know whats going on. i wouldnt have been able to promote the DVD because im not in it! they did a great job answering all the questions.
I hope all goes well with your doctor appointments