I'm at a loss. I just don't know what to do. How does any other story start. A Woman, The Woman.
I havn't had a friend like ths before. if i'm ever down or just lost i go to her and she has done the same to me so far. she once said i was her only REAL Friend. there is one other that's actually close to her physically. Seems like the only way for her to excape is to leave the house and she only has one place to go to do that. she once said she wished it was with me. Now that that is said. I Am In Love With Her, i'll call her Honey for the site. Honey is the sweetest thing i've ever met, so beautiful, smart, intelligent and so hot too. i haven't even dreamed of someone like this, i've got some wild and crazy dreams too.
Now before her i never had anyone to turn to when i needed somebody, never. now i feel kinda selfish trying to hide this love for my own sake and suffer daily as i've done for about a year to have someone there for me. But then also this way she can have someone to turn to. On the other hand should i risk everything for a chance at her love? I mean i think just being friends i'd be great, even sex i'm sure but nothing she'd want serious. But if i try someday to go further maybe something... prbably not after we've gotten physical. it's not just sex or lust or a crush, I Know It's Love. She has my heart. No one can have it but her. I've thought of trying to see someone esle to try get over it and be great friends but i'd be hurting this other woman in the process cuz i know i'd be lying to her.
Thank you for your time and ear or should i say eyes for reading this. I'm just lost.
I havn't had a friend like ths before. if i'm ever down or just lost i go to her and she has done the same to me so far. she once said i was her only REAL Friend. there is one other that's actually close to her physically. Seems like the only way for her to excape is to leave the house and she only has one place to go to do that. she once said she wished it was with me. Now that that is said. I Am In Love With Her, i'll call her Honey for the site. Honey is the sweetest thing i've ever met, so beautiful, smart, intelligent and so hot too. i haven't even dreamed of someone like this, i've got some wild and crazy dreams too.
Now before her i never had anyone to turn to when i needed somebody, never. now i feel kinda selfish trying to hide this love for my own sake and suffer daily as i've done for about a year to have someone there for me. But then also this way she can have someone to turn to. On the other hand should i risk everything for a chance at her love? I mean i think just being friends i'd be great, even sex i'm sure but nothing she'd want serious. But if i try someday to go further maybe something... prbably not after we've gotten physical. it's not just sex or lust or a crush, I Know It's Love. She has my heart. No one can have it but her. I've thought of trying to see someone esle to try get over it and be great friends but i'd be hurting this other woman in the process cuz i know i'd be lying to her.
Thank you for your time and ear or should i say eyes for reading this. I'm just lost.