big_slikk

This morning my other mom passed away. other mom meaning the mother of my brothers and sisters, i called her mom as well. She died peacfully and just before the nurses fussing over her she got fiesty and told them to leave her alone. The family got to the hospital after she passed but we all tried to get there as soon as we heard she wasn't doing so well. She was always so happy to see everybody, everybody. Mom was a short woman who was maybe 5'1". I didn't get to see her as much as i'd liked but she always had a smile on her face and throw her arms up at me for a hug when i saw her. She had so much energy even at 72, she'd go shopping with her daughters and grandkids then she'd wonder off looking at everything leaving her daughter tired of walking around. When i think of my other mom i just have to smile, she gave me nothing but happiness and good memories. I could see my dad and their son Sam towering over this little woman giving her great big hugs welcoming her into heaven along with other family members, she is not alone.

My sister Sister(that's what we call her) just moved back from Texas in a month and a half ago so it was great that she got to spend time with mom for a while. I just realized the kind of men my sisters marry. They are all great men. So close to the family, very helpful and not selfish. I feel proud calling them family. Sadly there is one that isn't so great but we've been working on his flaws and he knows his wife has Brothers bigger than he his.

anyways it was a very long night and i still don't fell 100%. Before the news i was out at 2 strip clubs after work trying to have a good time with things on my mind including mom in surgery that afternoon. I felt bad i was walking in there with diff smells on me but thoughts of that quickly left my mind. I got home after 6am. I can't sleep right now i keep waking up but i'm so tired.
Thank you for letting me vent, it always feels good to do so.