big_slikk

I love this new show!!!! Dexter. you just gotta fucking watch it, don't have Cable or Showtime then get it! or you can try dl it or if you must wait for the dvd. I fucking love this show. Brings out the beast with in, wanting what some people call the bad guy win. He kills and kills so well and for the right reason. It's not just what he does but the show is about what he is. How he hides things, how he feels or lack of the feeling and has to pretend it's there to appear normal.

On that note ya know i've always loved knives and i sometimes think how it would feel putting a blade to flesh. I'm sure a lot of you have had hidden tendences to do things like that but ya know i can't stand touching dead things and i'm deathly afraid of prison and it eats me up when i tell a lie so i very rarely do and if i do lie they are little little lies. Also i think things through way too much cuz my brain doesn't shut off, i'd just think of all the bad things that would happen if i do something wrong. I have a wide variety of knives and i never really took to guns altho i do own some. I suprised myself once with throwing knives. I hadn't thrown a knife in over 10 years when my big bro tought me and i was at a throwing knife stand and every knife stuck. It all came back to me naturally. So i had to buy some, some cheapies to keep my throw right. I tried an little axe too but i sucked so bad at those. ha my friends ex husband threw knives all the time there and half of his just klang, klang and they wouldn't stick, mine was all thunk, thunk and stuck in.


I <3 Deb


Halloween Plans
My original plans i was almost gonna brag about but didn't cuz i had a feeling and turns out it was correct. 6 people at work were gonna come together and be Mario & Pals. Mario, Luigi, Peach, Daisy, Toadette and Toad. Dresses for the girls were too expensive so it ain't happenin
Altho i might go back to my other plan, a Vampire! a more Dracula style Vampire. They have always been my fav monsters of all time. Zombies are next, i've had more Zombie dreams than Vampire dreams tho.