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Well i don't know what i'm feeling now but Zack past away last night. My nephew that was born premature and been in the hospital all this time. It was my brothers first baby and he only lived about 4 months. He's been takin it really bad but i don't know what to say to anybody. There hasn't been a death in the family for a long time wich is really good but i've been to more funerals than weddings. I've got a big family as you are aware but i just don't know what to do in this case.

I just don't know right now. I wanna be alone but then i don't or i don't wanna be with family at the moment but i want to. My mind is just goin around and around on things. I wish i had someone to talk to and at the same time i just want to have company and not talk about it. I hate being alone, i don't even have a best friend anymore. I can really see now how the company of the opposite sex could help you feel at least something good during times like this. I just wanna feel good and not think i guess.

I'll have a picture of me hold Zack another time. Like i said before when i needed the pic emailed to me and it still never was. maybe i'll have a drink tonight.

Rest In Peace Zachery Ethan Dennis; Nov. 20, 2005-March 4, 2006