big_slikk

Thanks for all your support for Zack. I do solely believe that he'll come thru all of this just fine. Today i was at the hospicle for a bit but i didn't get to hold him, tomarrow i will tho. It's planned. I have no fear about his life at all most of the time, of course i do worry a little but i always remember what my dad used to say even when he was dying, he'd say "Be Strong" and i have.
One of the doctors asked AGAIN if they wanted to pull the plug on Zack. This doc is gonna have a meeting now with the Director of the hopsicle cuz of her actions. My brother talked to the Director today and talked to him about the way he, his fiance and Zack have been treated and the doubts that the doctors keep having.
Every time he is doin bad and we show up he gets better. He knows we are family and know we are there for him. Today when his auntie was holding him he fully opened one eye, he's never fully opened them b4. He was trying all day to look at his family and when he did he ws pooped and fell asleep i'd say feeling accomplished.

I can't wait for tomarrow, I get to hold him for the first time! but there is a meeting that is bull shit. that stupid doc wants a meeting to try and sway our answer of pulling the plug. Everyone knows the answer but Dave just wants everyone to know where we stand and put everything on the table. Could you ask a father and mother if they want to kill their baby? With all this premature and 7 surgeries Zack has no permanent damage. Brain is just fine, Heart is okay and the only thing is his lungs are not fully fuctional all the time but he's preme so it's normal.

Anyways i'll have pics up later of me and Zack. Also i'll post some of Onyx and Bill, they turned One Year Old today!