And so it begins...About fuckin time, I suppose, considering I've been a member since the beginning of the year. Only took 4 months to start a journal!!! As one who typically keeps the important issues in my life to myself, this is a relatively new experience. But desperate times call for desperate measures. I'm not sure where to start...
OK, for starters, I would give my right arm for something sweet to eat. Or a real piece of fucking bread, for that matter. Dr's orders have me on this crazy "avoid everything that makes food taste good" diet for 3 weeks. No sugar or sweeteners, yeast, fruit of any kind, potatoes, alcohol, CAFFIENE.... you get the idea. 1 week to go, actually 10 days, as my follow up appointment is 3 days after the prescribed diet ends, but I won't know until the evaluation, which foods I can eat again. Talk about a major detox. I'm TIRED!!!!! And WAY TIRED of eating dry eggs on sourdough bread... It is amazing to realize what an energy source and appetite suppressant sugar and coffee are... Without them, its like walking through mud all day.
So my body feels wiped out. My brain is in low gear, due to the lack of sugar, so my studies are starting to suffer... I hope I can last the next ten days without academically screwing myself for the semester.
And if the bass player position isn't filled in my band soon, I'm gonna go postal. Blew way too many months waiting for #2 to get up to speed. Never really happened. So now #1 is temporarily filling the gap. Temporarily being the maddening part. Can't seem to get the fearless leader focused on the issue of finding a permanent player.... You all have heard the tale before...Record half done, second half feels like it will never get done....blah blah blah
So, now I'm hungry. Another recurring theme the last two weeks. I eat constantly. And all that I can eat, I am sick of.
Ten more days.........
With that thought... and just hearing that Pres. Bush had a royal prince of Saudi Arabia AT HIS RANCH discussing "oil prices" today...That CockSucker. Seem strange to anyone that he is so chummy with the Saudi Royals??????
Until Later....
OK, for starters, I would give my right arm for something sweet to eat. Or a real piece of fucking bread, for that matter. Dr's orders have me on this crazy "avoid everything that makes food taste good" diet for 3 weeks. No sugar or sweeteners, yeast, fruit of any kind, potatoes, alcohol, CAFFIENE.... you get the idea. 1 week to go, actually 10 days, as my follow up appointment is 3 days after the prescribed diet ends, but I won't know until the evaluation, which foods I can eat again. Talk about a major detox. I'm TIRED!!!!! And WAY TIRED of eating dry eggs on sourdough bread... It is amazing to realize what an energy source and appetite suppressant sugar and coffee are... Without them, its like walking through mud all day.
So my body feels wiped out. My brain is in low gear, due to the lack of sugar, so my studies are starting to suffer... I hope I can last the next ten days without academically screwing myself for the semester.
And if the bass player position isn't filled in my band soon, I'm gonna go postal. Blew way too many months waiting for #2 to get up to speed. Never really happened. So now #1 is temporarily filling the gap. Temporarily being the maddening part. Can't seem to get the fearless leader focused on the issue of finding a permanent player.... You all have heard the tale before...Record half done, second half feels like it will never get done....blah blah blah
So, now I'm hungry. Another recurring theme the last two weeks. I eat constantly. And all that I can eat, I am sick of.
Ten more days.........
With that thought... and just hearing that Pres. Bush had a royal prince of Saudi Arabia AT HIS RANCH discussing "oil prices" today...That CockSucker. Seem strange to anyone that he is so chummy with the Saudi Royals??????
Until Later....
oki:
why the screwy diet. are you ok?
caroline:
