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I am glad that I can make everyone smile. Here is two more for today.






I myself am in a rut. Not that I am sad, depressed angry or anything like that. I just can't seem to get back on track since the move. My wife tells me it is good to take a break but for the last ten years I have been on the move. For example my senior year of high school I got up a 5:30am went to school then football practice then work and then did my homework watch TV got 5 to 6 hours of sleep and went back at it. It has been pretty much that same time of routine until recently when I got my promotion. I fell as though I have made it and now I am sitting on my arse eating snacks and not feeling up to par. I know relaxing is important I just feel like a dirty little school girl sitting in the front row of church. I have beat it into my head that I need to constantly be going and since I stopped drinking I also feel out of place because that was the compliment to my week for the last ten years. I need an overhaul. I need a new place to play pool and not drink and a new motivation to go back to the gym or another way to work out so I feel spunky again. So that is my issue and the sooner I can get a healthy game plan the sooner I can get out of this rut.