Well it is Saturday morning I am at work as usual. 
Helped my friend move last night which was no fun due to the rain, but moving isn't fun anyway. Now that I am pretty much the only one here and don't feel like doing anything I thought I would vent some thoughts. Since this is the best way to vent without waking the wife and torturing her at 7am Saturday I thought I would do some reflecting.
I am rather happy and content with my life, almost like a fat cat that just ate the canary. I have a beautiful, thoughtful caring wife who takes care of me.
Not just takes care of me but does it so beautifully and unselfishly it is just a super feeling. She has helped me over the last five years so much that I almost feel like superman. I love her so much that I want to tell you all so you can be jealous. 
Really though I got the job, the townhouse, the Harley Davidson, the crazy cats, the beautiful, caring, (HOT!!) wife and pretty much I am at the point of my life I have always wanted to be. Sure there are issues to deal with, like me quitting my dependency on alcohol, but all in all I feel complete. My wife completes me and is my best friend, I feel whole.
Now I am off to battle the last true demon and I know that I have an army beside me and that I can do it and will succeed because I want to succeed!! It is just crazy to stop and look back at life every now and again and see what has become of you since you have started down the path of life.
You are always alone in this journey in your head a journey that has no destination no time frame. Life is an event that has started since your first breath to your last. It is an upward swim that has few breaks but once you get those breaks you must take them, enjoy them and make the most of them in order to just keep on going on.
I rather feel like have ramble on and on enough and if you have gotten this far thanks for caring!!! So I will leave you and my brain at this:
"Remember..
You're a wreck
An accident, forget the freak you're just nature
Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme
Let the heads cool and the engine run
Because in then end everything we do...
Is just everything we've done"
''Corey Taylor'' Stone Sour
Some happy pics to make you forget about the cold weather on its way.
Helped my friend move last night which was no fun due to the rain, but moving isn't fun anyway. Now that I am pretty much the only one here and don't feel like doing anything I thought I would vent some thoughts. Since this is the best way to vent without waking the wife and torturing her at 7am Saturday I thought I would do some reflecting.I am rather happy and content with my life, almost like a fat cat that just ate the canary. I have a beautiful, thoughtful caring wife who takes care of me.
Not just takes care of me but does it so beautifully and unselfishly it is just a super feeling. She has helped me over the last five years so much that I almost feel like superman. I love her so much that I want to tell you all so you can be jealous. Really though I got the job, the townhouse, the Harley Davidson, the crazy cats, the beautiful, caring, (HOT!!) wife and pretty much I am at the point of my life I have always wanted to be. Sure there are issues to deal with, like me quitting my dependency on alcohol, but all in all I feel complete. My wife completes me and is my best friend, I feel whole.
Now I am off to battle the last true demon and I know that I have an army beside me and that I can do it and will succeed because I want to succeed!! It is just crazy to stop and look back at life every now and again and see what has become of you since you have started down the path of life.
You are always alone in this journey in your head a journey that has no destination no time frame. Life is an event that has started since your first breath to your last. It is an upward swim that has few breaks but once you get those breaks you must take them, enjoy them and make the most of them in order to just keep on going on.
I rather feel like have ramble on and on enough and if you have gotten this far thanks for caring!!!
So I will leave you and my brain at this: "Remember..
You're a wreck
An accident, forget the freak you're just nature
Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean, shit snort and blaspheme
Let the heads cool and the engine run
Because in then end everything we do...
Is just everything we've done"
''Corey Taylor'' Stone Sour
Some happy pics to make you forget about the cold weather on its way.
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I know how hard addiction can be. I don't having any substance abuse issues myself, but I have dependency issued involving other things that I have had to work through. My mother is an alcoholic and a drug addict but she has been sober for 3 years now. I know how hard it has been for her and I am so proud.
i wish i could say that about my own life.. i mean.. its fun and all.. but i am far.. far.. from being complete in any way, shape, or form.
It makes me feel good to see that it can be achieved though