biene

i've had a good weekend. my brother and uncle were visiting. it was great to have two of the nicest men ever around for a couple of days. we ate and drank and partied hard.. finally i even had three days off. it was like a mini-vacation. hanging with my brother is always great, we get along so well and i don't ever need to worry about him judging me for anything... i don't have that with many people.. i guess i only know about two or three people like that... very precious people.. and it's important to have a familymember being that acceptive and loving... and my brother and me of course have the same problems with our parents and that makes our connection even stronger..
but i missed my boy as i always do.. everything's only half as fun when he's not around. and that hurts. sorry, baby for being so mad at you last week! really!

and if there are people getting offended by the things i write, i think you really shouldn't care. it's always just me talking and it doesn't matter what someone you don't know says or thinks about you.. if i would get that upset over what some people are talking about me i don't think i could sleep at night.

just hate pms! i still don't understand that people just take it for granted that women need to suffer every month without any support (mental and/or financial) from the government.. i tell you, if men had this the world would be very differnt... i could just go on and on about that...

but to nicer things. my brother's the best: