Shit....
I just haven't felt like making the time to write anything at all lately...
I just haven't felt like making the time to write anything at all lately...
Just found out they're getting married before the end of the year.
I feel released...
I feel released...
zwiebel:
OK.. she's getting married. Time to let go now for sure.
I found out last week that the pinhead motherfucker doesn't have a job, and hasn't had one either. And she had too much pride to admit it and has been lying to everyone about him. She called up a mutual friend of ours sobbing that he had been laid off when we both knew that nothing of the sort had happened.
Now she's freaking out...
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Now she's freaking out...
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zwiebel:
it's not that sad. she's having a baby, which is one of the most amazing things we can do in this life.
the weird thing is, when you have a baby, everything else falls into place. you are like a puzzle piece. your body changes and so all the other pieces in your puzzle don't exactly match up. when the baby is born, you are both locked together in a new shape, and all the people around you have to change to fit you or get the fuck out. a lot of people don't fit in your life any more, others change.. .and there is also space for new people.
maybe you will fit in her life just fine. but you really have to stop thinking her life is so fucking sad. it isn't. she is HAVING A BABY. figure out how to be happy about this for her and she will love you forever. trust me. make her life have some JOY and HOPE, make her forget her problems, be excited about the baby, and she might even want to keep you around.
the weird thing is, when you have a baby, everything else falls into place. you are like a puzzle piece. your body changes and so all the other pieces in your puzzle don't exactly match up. when the baby is born, you are both locked together in a new shape, and all the people around you have to change to fit you or get the fuck out. a lot of people don't fit in your life any more, others change.. .and there is also space for new people.
maybe you will fit in her life just fine. but you really have to stop thinking her life is so fucking sad. it isn't. she is HAVING A BABY. figure out how to be happy about this for her and she will love you forever. trust me. make her life have some JOY and HOPE, make her forget her problems, be excited about the baby, and she might even want to keep you around.
Well, unfortunately, at the last minute, I decided to hold off on the stroller. I decided the risk of her finding out it's me and flipping out over it (no matter how unlikely cuz i'm so good i cover ALL my bases) was not a risk I wanted to take. Thanks to those who advised me of this (incidentally, it was no one from this...
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I hate the mornings that I wake up and all I am thinking about is her. What the hell is wrong with me? 
drstinkypants:
youre just a human.
its like an addiction, youll eventually figure out a way to go on about your life
its like an addiction, youll eventually figure out a way to go on about your life
Well I finally sucked it up and went to see her. She was handling business but caught me out of the corner of her eye and smiled (weird). Then when it was my turn everything went very well. The conversation was upbeat and congenial. She was beautiful. And pregnant to say the least.
She was definitely high on life now that she is back together...
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She was definitely high on life now that she is back together...
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suzy_kabloozy:
#2 gets my vote.
divastar:
#2 definately... Your such a sweetheart..
I've been surprisingly productive these past couple of weekends in my efforts to get over her and move on once again. Going to the gym both days, laying out at the beach, shopping for new clothes, a new car, new glasses, etc. It's been alright, although I'd be lying if i said i haven't thought about her. I found a pic of the gift basket...
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balou:
Im sorry...
You can have me!!!!
Im sorry...
You can have me!!!!
balou:
<3 thanks.... either way.. i still want one of those
(rens hat)
(rens hat)
So I'm now trying to deal with my problems the only way I can. I'm
making the whole "getting-a-new-car-thing" my number 2 priority.
Number 1 is still obviously winning her over but since that is a
passive effort involving people who know us both, I really can't do all
that much on that front right now. It's still number 1 and killing me.
But if...
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making the whole "getting-a-new-car-thing" my number 2 priority.
Number 1 is still obviously winning her over but since that is a
passive effort involving people who know us both, I really can't do all
that much on that front right now. It's still number 1 and killing me.
But if...
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kmfcm:
that's why I was staying out of that one
that's why I was staying out of that one
kmfcm:
that's awesome
someone's gotta be
I've decided it's annoying and tedious. . .especially here. . .
someone's gotta be
I've decided it's annoying and tedious. . .especially here. . .
I think I've proven myself to you already. I've never lied and I've never broken a promise and if you'll only give me a chance I promise you I will get back your life for you.
I finally got to talk about things with someone who knew us both. It was very relieving and for the first time in 2 weeks, i ate a meal tonight.
More details to come.
More details to come.