biasply

So I'm now trying to deal with my problems the only way I can. I'm
making the whole "getting-a-new-car-thing" my number 2 priority.
Number 1 is still obviously winning her over but since that is a
passive effort involving people who know us both, I really can't do all
that much on that front right now. It's still number 1 and killing me.
But if I can get the deal I want on the car I want I think that will
help me immensely. Plus it's nice to know that it's something that I
could in theory do given my position in life as opposed to the
douchebag who leeches off of her, doesn't even own a car and is just an
all around loser who takes advantage of her in every way.

This is going to be bothering me for a while. It's just the way life
goes for me. Get used to it because I can't.