You look like... a perfect fit,
For a boy in need... of a tourniquet.
But can you save me?
Come on and save me...
If you could save me,
From the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone.
'Cause I can tell... you know what it's like.
A long farewell... of the hunger strike.
But can you save me?
Come on...
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For a boy in need... of a tourniquet.
But can you save me?
Come on and save me...
If you could save me,
From the ranks of the freaks,
Who suspect they could never love anyone.
'Cause I can tell... you know what it's like.
A long farewell... of the hunger strike.
But can you save me?
Come on...
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I tried going to the gym last night in the hopes of taking my mind off things. While probably not a good idea to begin with (i've hardly eaten in two weeks now), I ended up just leaving out of frustration when there were lines for every single thing in the place. I did some stretches and that was it.
I can't do it in...
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I can't do it in...
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silvercharmer:
I didn't feel comfortable moving out there without having any backups. I have friends and family in SoCal, but no one I can really depend on if shit hits the fan. At least in Florida, I have my dad, grandma, sister, and friends...
We'll see if I can work something out.
We'll see if I can work something out.
I ran into her at the gas station on Thursday. It seems the punk is still with her. And worthless at that. He was driving her car as she sat in the passenger seat. I had seen him driving it before. My guess is that he doesn't own his own car and probably ruined her fender as well given what a prick driver he is...
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zwiebel:
hey..that's odd you ran into her at the gas station. where do you live in LA anyway? i think of LA as a very large place, not some place where 4 people who all know each other in different ways are getting gas at the same time! weird!
I'll always be around...
zwiebel:
hey there,
yeah..hey. i know, these things can really suck. the only reason i read datingsucks is so i can feel better that i got over SOME of my hangups and neurotic stuff. i am still a mess as well.
you just usually put up a good fight, so i know things must be pretty bad for you.
anyway.. you should at least talk about it online to somebody. i let stuff out online i can't even tell my closest friends. that's one of the things the internet is good for...
yeah..hey. i know, these things can really suck. the only reason i read datingsucks is so i can feel better that i got over SOME of my hangups and neurotic stuff. i am still a mess as well.
you just usually put up a good fight, so i know things must be pretty bad for you.
anyway.. you should at least talk about it online to somebody. i let stuff out online i can't even tell my closest friends. that's one of the things the internet is good for...
Why can't I cry? Why on earth can I not cry?
And why won't someone else come along and find me and save me?
Why?
And why won't someone else come along and find me and save me?
Why?
zwiebel:
what do you have to be so sad about exactly?? come back to your thread dude.
I see all this happiness around me, both in people younger and older than me. But when is it my turn?
My broken heart is killing me.
My broken heart is killing me.
I had a few nibbles of rice tonight. I emailed her today and asked her (cryptically) if she was my secret admirer. I apologized for bothering her and asked if she knew about the apple cider in february. She said it wasn't a bother, but as to the cider, she said no.
It was a lowpoint for me.
there's more to write but my thumbs...
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It was a lowpoint for me.
there's more to write but my thumbs...
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zwiebel:
hey dude.. are you OK? you have not responded to your thread you started......
Chewing gum keeps the stomach from growling a lot, not that I can keep much down mind you...
I managed to eat a Nutri-Grain bar last night...
I wonder what next week will be like. I have an email out to her, although it does not require a reply. I so wish we could just sit down on a bench and talk sometime. That's all.
I managed to eat a Nutri-Grain bar last night...
I wonder what next week will be like. I have an email out to her, although it does not require a reply. I so wish we could just sit down on a bench and talk sometime. That's all.
lauren:
Thank you!!! Hope all is lovely with you!
the loss of appetite has set in. I haven't eaten in 3 days
whitewidow:
ummm - that can't be good 
I found out yesterday that she's seven months pregnant. I realize that this
should have no effect on me and yet, I'm devastated. I've had my heart
broken several times, but never like this. I feel so utterly worthless once
again. To think that every girl I've pursued a relationship with has always
discovered that what they're looking for in a guy is so clearly...
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should have no effect on me and yet, I'm devastated. I've had my heart
broken several times, but never like this. I feel so utterly worthless once
again. To think that every girl I've pursued a relationship with has always
discovered that what they're looking for in a guy is so clearly...
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So it's been awhile since a long update. And probably will continue to be as weekends are now for me and I'm tempting fate by typing this at work. Just FYI
i've been posting from my treo so this must be short: nothing from my secret admirer on St. Patrick's Day - details to follow