Ahhh such a lovely morning...I got to sleep in late and stayed out last night shooting pool and having fun 
The whore wasnt anywhere around last night and it was soooo nice. We are doing better...we ofcourse have our moments but what married couple doesnt. Its just hard having to sit there and be in the same room as her (on pool night). It has...
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The whore wasnt anywhere around last night and it was soooo nice. We are doing better...we ofcourse have our moments but what married couple doesnt. Its just hard having to sit there and be in the same room as her (on pool night). It has... Read More
Ahhh what a shitty weekend...nothing went my way at all...the upside is my entire house is clean and I got a great dinner at Olive Garden...lets just say for the most part it sucked and now I'm down & depressed. Oh well better luck next time, right? I did get lots of rest and several nice long naps which were awsome. I had a terrible...
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jonnytrrrash7:
yeah, bad dreams can ruin a whole day for me...........lately i can't really remember any of them..............
i hope you get to catcha break soon..........have a good week!
i hope you get to catcha break soon..........have a good week!
minsc_and_boo:
aww hun i wish i could give you a big hug!
TGIF...OH TGIF...its my weekend off so I am thankful it is finally friday...once again I have become lax in writing in my journal 
I have been so busy with work but I did find some time to meet with a girl that I have had the biggest crush on. We went out for a few drinks after shooting pool and had a blast. We are...
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I have been so busy with work but I did find some time to meet with a girl that I have had the biggest crush on. We went out for a few drinks after shooting pool and had a blast. We are... Read More
jonnytrrrash7:
you go, girl!
have a great weekend!!
have a great weekend!!
Hello all...I am so lousy at writing in this journal...I am so busy with work that I havent had much time to enjoy life. We have another inventory coming up next week so we are busting ass trying to get everything ready for it. Its our own fault for not being better prepared we kind of let ourselves get lax on stuff and now we...
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topramen:
Wow, you're a strong woman Wondy That's admirable...dunno if I'd be able to refrain from beating down the both of em 
That's admirable...dunno if I'd be able to refrain from beating down the both of em
jonnytrrrash7:
i'd have to agree with all of the above comments.....hope your weekend is going well!!
Oh my I had a little to much tequila last night my head is feeling a bit fuzzy but damn it was a fun fun night. Shot pool at some little dive and sat there and got drunk with a bunch of friends...good damn thing I dont go into work until 11:30 today Not to much going on around here...just the same ole shit work...
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my head is feeling a bit fuzzy but damn it was a fun fun night. Shot pool at some little dive and sat there and got drunk with a bunch of friends...good damn thing I dont go into work until 11:30 today Not to much going on around here...just the same ole shit work... Read More
vlo:
i cant beleive u were up at five in the morning... yeah whendid i grow up,. and here is a little secret.. i am getting a little more mature too now.. i can spot an immature man a mile away.. 
minsc_and_boo:
remember what i always say dear
you may be getting older but you dont have to grow up!
you may be getting older but you dont have to grow up!
Ahhh Friday night 10pm and my sorry ass is at home on the computer cause I no life 
Nah I worked all damn day and I am tired and have no life. I am off tomorrow YEAH for me I have to work Easter day...that sucks ass big time...the up side of it is I get paid for a full day plus time & a...
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Nah I worked all damn day and I am tired and have no life. I am off tomorrow YEAH for me I have to work Easter day...that sucks ass big time...the up side of it is I get paid for a full day plus time & a... Read More
vlo:
ok well i have my kids this weekend and so this is my friday and sat nite here... ok so lets get drunk together
I woke up this am and I am really down again...I really am starting to think there is more wrong with me than just plain depression over a cheating husband. I was so happy last night...my girls 9ball team kicked ass last night and we had a fantastic time cracking up and being just plain loud and dumb...it was so fun and I was in...
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minsc_and_boo:
i would give you a great fucking if i was there
minsc_and_boo:
so when am i driving down there to give you your fucking?
Ahhh such a nice saturday morning...I am off and woke up early so I went for a ride and got some donuts and coffee and sat and watched the sun rise on my back porch. I kept thinking what a beautiful sight and how peaceful and calm everything was. Its been such a long time since I was able to just sit and watch the...
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crazy88:
i am glad things are looking up
crazy88:
you know we are superheros!
more power to you!
more power to you!
I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone who has sent me their kind words and thoughts. I have hit rock bottom and the only place to go now is up. I guess it takes realizing you are at the bottom of the bucket before you can see your way out. I am slowly climbing out of my emotional termoil and taking one...
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jonnytrrrash7:
that's all you can do sometimes is persevere.............!
that's all you can do sometimes is persevere.............!
I really dont think my life could get anymore depressing...of all the fucking shit to happen...why are some men such pigs? Lying cheating bastards...as you can see I am on a male bashing kick tonight 
I am so freaking depressed right now. I am sitting here depressed having my ususal crown & ginger, and feeling like absolute shit emotionally. I feel like saying fuck the...
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I am so freaking depressed right now. I am sitting here depressed having my ususal crown & ginger, and feeling like absolute shit emotionally. I feel like saying fuck the... Read More
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starrie23:
Hi, I'm sorry that life hasn't been that great for you! Wish I could say something to make you feel better. But alas my life has sucked too! I hate it! Wish I was there with you so we can drink together! Anyhow, hope things get better!
love ya!
love ya!
minsc_and_boo:
OMG i am so sorry dear if you need to talk i am only an email away
have a good weekend!!
i don't want to sound like an ass but you really can't mourn or pine for something/someone if they are staying with you.
i am not saying it's right either but i have seen it before you only mourn what you have lost and in his mind the fact that your still there means to him that things will work out .
my dear i have been in your position maybe not for as long a time but for 5 years i was with someone who cheated on me from day 1. i felt like such an idioty wheni found out, how could i not have known blah blah... sometimes when something is broken such as trust and respect no matter how much you try it can not be repaired.
i hope i am wrong and that you will be very happy together forever but i just hope that you are happy in whatever comes