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Ohhhh I'm gonna have a house full this weekend My girlie girl is coming over for the weekend and we have friends coming down from Pittsburgh for the weekend. Tomorrow we are going to some Indian festival in Millsboro...which will be funny cause my family is going & they have no idea that Brandy & I are and talking again. They will probably freak out considering the circumstances behind our separation. I really dont care what they think...see my family has no idea I am bi & that she is my friend/lover. I am so tired of hiding who I am that I am about to go nuts. I know its strange to a lot of people that I could forgive her & my husband for what they did...but god damn it you cant help who you have true feelings for. Am I right? Im 34 & why should I hide how I feel for someone just because they think is unexceptable or wrong? Ok Im about to spill my past to you. I dont talk about this often but this why I get so damn mad at my family. Here goes...my brother was in jail for 8yrs for being a child molester...he also molested me when I was 10-11yrs old. Now he is living with my parents and they keep getting on me about forgiving him and getting over the past that he is a changed person. Well they are pissed that I forgave my husband for cheating on me...what the fuck?? Here they are preaching to me about forgiveness but yet hate my husband and want me to leave him. They, especially my sister & mother, are the most judgemental controling people I have ever met. ARGH they make me so mad. I went to therapy for what my brother did and they got mad at me for it. I really dont understand them. I have forgiven him and have choosen to keep my distance from him...that is my choice...but they act like I'm the wrong one here. Shit here I go again...sorry guys its a really touchy subject for me. Sorry to be a bumber...Anyway, we are going to have a great weekend regardless Have a great day everyone
not a great pic...but its my new pierced nose