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Hello all...I am so lousy at writing in this journal...I am so busy with work that I havent had much time to enjoy life. We have another inventory coming up next week so we are busting ass trying to get everything ready for it. Its our own fault for not being better prepared we kind of let ourselves get lax on stuff and now we are going "oh shit its next week " Oh well I am off today then I go for a 10day stretch until I get another day off...sucks for the body & soul but the paycheck will be mighty nice . Not to much going on in my little ole neck of the woods. I am still working things out with the hubby and some days are great and some are shitty but I guess thats true in any relationship. I just need to gain the trust I had in him again and its extremely difficult. I've been thinking about quitting my girls pool team...I'm tired of all the bullshit and its hard having to go twice a week and face the bitch your husband cheated on you with. I have been about as polite as I can stand. I am to the point of walking up to her & poking her in the eye if I see her staring at him one more time I honestly do believe it is over between them but part of me still worries...its amazing how easy it was for both of them to lie to me and betray me like that...and some days the anger is so strong I could explode then other days it never crosses my mind. Oh well, I gotta run have a great day everyone.